Friday, September 4, 2009

hiax ..
feeling vehh moody now ,
listening to you are not alone =)

hiax ,
today was a tired day ,
we had match with yishun secondary .
and surprisingly , we won !
28 ~ 32
hahas , today match was okay ,
feeling damn refresh , dunno wad reason ,
today those who seldolm score they scored ><
so damn cool ...
thn today while playing the match ,
jasmine accidentally tripped jasmine , and kaiting fell
her both leg are injured ...
sadded ...she cant go ballet tml ...
thn yoey oso fell down ,
thn the fat fat giant almost smash her ,
her hand was injured ,
thn went my father shop ask my father massage ,
my father ask her go x-ray ...
hahas , poor thing ,

thn aft we reached school ,
we went bubble tea shop ,
aft tat ,
miie , kaiting , jasmine , huiwen & couch bus-ed tgt ,
miie kaiting jasmine huiwen bused down to 260 , while couch bused home ...
thn jasmine went home ,
thn the rest of us went to meet xinping and co.
thn when i reach xinping tell miie wan go home ...
haix ... sadd ... i come awhile she wan go liao ...
thn she sae if she coming out she will cor kaiting ,
even tough she not coming out she will oso cor ,
but i waited for her call from 5 plus to 9 plus goin to 10  but still heven recieve her call .
so dissapointed ,
anw ,
aft xinping left we wan go kaiting house take basketball to plae,
thn we went there varick they all oso follow thn they de-siao ..
getting bored of all this ..
thn wan go plae bball derh ,
but thiong boon went to snatch away our bball , dun wan give us ...
sadd , made us chase till so tired ..
thn plaed & plaed , while waiting for xinping call ..
haix ...
thn aft all of them went home ,
left miie & kaiting ,
actually wan go 260 plae bball , but court full ,
so we went sculpture slack ,
we tok alot of things .
hahas ,
i enjoyed myself alot ,
but i called xinping a tons tym ..
its engage ... sadd ...

thn we home sweet home at 10.15pm =)


to her ,
hiax ...
i really dunno wad uue wanted =(
uue and her ok lerh , but now wads the problem with miie & you ?
i dun wan quarrel ,
i said SORRY a tons of tym to uue lerh ,
wad uue expect ?
continue ganging with them and scold miie  ?
bully miie ?
do uue noe all this are hurting ,
i dun wan to life miserably ,
i wan a happy life =(
uue tell miie , wad uue still wan to make this frenshio a complete one ,
a friendship like last tym ... ?
haix ...

Thursday, September 3, 2009

3 septemer ===

3 september
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hiax ...
damn pissed off this few days .

really complicated ,
feel lyk dying ,
dun wan go sch ..

i though for a vehh long tym ,
wad excally i done rong ,
did i hurt uue ?
did i done thing i should not do ?
or wad ?
i really dunno ,
keep picking on miie on wadever i sae ..
keep calling miie name ..
caant uue just use yr brain ,
if tat person being called names were uue ,
will uue be happy ?
will uue feel good ?
use yr brain la dey ,

one more thing ,
wad uue wan also ?
i ask uue wad i done ,
thn uue told miie ,
i said sorry ,
thn wad do uue still wan ?
i ask uue first ,
do uue treat miie as yr fren ?
y do uue have to be so evil ?
calling miie name together with them ...
vehh fun ?
cos uue have nv feel wads the feeling before ,
imaginei was uue ,
thn was being called name everyday , and getting bullied everyday ..
how will uue feel ??
i oso dun wan quarrel with uue ,
but stop treating miie so evil !!
its damn hurting ..

omg !
1 more thing !
my hair is being cut ...
ahhhhhhh....
alot drop ...
haix ...
damn heart pain ..
MY HAIR !!!
haix ..
feeling damn helpless at tat tym ..
enjoy seeing miie getting bullied ?
aft all this happeing ,
decide to make this matter serious depend on my mood ,
haix ...

i went to pray a few days ago ,
saying miie luck not good this month ,
many things unexpected will be happening ,
i will have to go thru all tis ,
all else i will not experience wad is life ..
but all this seems unfair ..
why is god so unfair ..
punish miie till so jialat =(
haix .
every nite ever since this incident happen ,
every nite i cant slp ,
wonder wad wil happen next day ..
crying everynite ,
keeping all these to myelf ,
feeling vehh hurt ...=(
i wan my last tym life !!