my sorrow & miseries (!) ; cant seems to overcome it ...

i cried & cried ..

th past ...

common test is over ..

i still not giving up !

not really pleased with all my results ):

i got

- 21 / 30 of english

- 20 / 40 for maths ! (it sux ttm ! )

-31/50 for science !

haix ! even tough i pass , but was is studied ; and the reslyt was not wad i epected ..

really disappointed in myself ):

hope i can do better th net time round ..

everyone jiay0us !

hahas .

th both of uue , jiay0ous uh ! lacking behind liaos !

& uue stupid ass ! ; i dun wan see uue retain NA agn ! hahas  study hard .

& sweetheart ; i know uue are not really happy with yr reslut , but hope uue can do better th next time round okays ? hahas , jiay0us ! loveees uue ~

im off to study for my net exam ~

SHIXUAN ! JIAYOUS ~

today ;

morning , 7.15 wake ; go sch ; english ; art ; recess ; math ; literature (sleepy); sci ; ccm ! 

basketball court (watch soccer match ) ; homed ! >< 

tml got training !

sian man ~

not in sch team still train so hard , wads th point man ~

i hate it uh . hahs , it okays uh actually (:

cos next year still got chance ><

so yeah .
two days ago ; which is a saturday ; we went pasir ris park celebrate sheryee de birthday .
i went there alone ; met may at the entrance of pasirris park .
went there saw , may ; sheryee ; shiting ; xueqi ; xinping ; benadict.s ; benedict.a ; varick ; kenny ; richard ; tiongboon ; taiwee .
hahas . we did enjoy ourself .
thn miie & xinping went to fill up "soyabean & low fat milk " which is flour mix wt water . and plain water de bomb bag .
we ask xinping & ben.s to bring sheryee out to buy things & we carry all those water bk to bbq pit & hid behind the bushes .
lols , thn after tat bbq les . we started eating ,
thn a few of them were like playing poker cards , thay were like loser must eat th chlli + ketcup+mayo ; was like total disgusting ! lols . the smell sux ! but they ate it . i did not plae cos was disgusting ... ewww ...
hahas . was having sudden mood swing ): sad ..
hahas . thn after tat . sheryee went toilet .
we were like use the chilli + ketcup + mayo to make happy birthday on tissue paper ,
when sheryee comes back she knew tat something evil we aree thinking . thn she tried to run aways .
but she cant run away from us . hahas . xinping took 1 tissue & throw at her , & kenna her neck ! ewww ..
hahas , thn she throw 1 tissue at may , she damn angry , thn may go take the "soyamilk" throw at her .
thn all go take and aim her ... poor sheryee . become so dirty ..
hahas , thn ang , taiwee & richard , throw alot water bomb t miie .
tot i wun get wet , but end up im still wet ): hahas .lols
but we had fun .
aft tat , miie & xueqi went to bathe .
hahas . thn lazy elaborate -.-
i drank tiger beer.
my god ! i feel damn hot uh , and face red red liaos -.- lols
was feeling damn giddy . ): sad .. aww ...
all this made miie forget my sorrow & miseries .
im really scared tat the one day might come .
my only wish this year is i may be albe to be with uue forever (:
(insert many many hearts ! )