haix...
mind totally corrupted .
haix ,
i wonder if uue are playing miie or wad ?
i told uue to give miie tym to change .
but uue gave miie not even a week of tym ,
thn sae break up ?
ya , its hurting uue noe ?
haix ..
being hurt agn & agn ...
haix ..
i swear i still love uue ..
if i change ,
i will be another person ,
but bcos of uue , im willing to change ^^
give miie one last chance ,
aft i changed =)

haix ...
lets tok bout today ..
was playing captain ball ,
was damn pek cek wth some class ,
**dun wan sae the class**
haix ..
thn i vehh hot ,
anyhow beat ppl ball ,
cis they vehh slow ,
thn they kpkb miiie ,
damn pissed off ,
haix ..
thn we get 4th position,
but our class derh boys get 2nd
nice game ,
thn is a whole new experience for miie ...

i wan go lerh ,
vehh tired ,
yeah !
tml no sch ,
but still must go watch NBA..
sianz ...
bies ^^

(hym)
it has pass 52 days only ,
i can sae i still lyk uue ^^
i really dunno wad to do ,
everytime i see uue ,
i think of the past ..

(you)
i noe uue wan miie to change ,
i hve tried my vehh best to change ,
i hope aft i change uue will give miie one last chance
miie still love uue {!}

26 AUGUST 2009 !
================

yeah !!
miie here to post post =)

mummy went to get sim card for miie yesterday =)
hahas ,
so happy ,
but vehh dissapointed when she tell miie ,
she wan see my good result first ,
thn i sian liao ...
haix ...
i forever wun get good result at this standed derh lo ...
sianz ..

hahas ,
nvm ...
anw , today was raining thn we drag our match time against woodgrove till 5 plus ,
but this time we only plae for 2/4 match only,
they sae the other sch need to rush back...
haix ...
anw , WE WON !!
hahas ,
hmmm...
is 26 - 11 ..
not alot , but at least we won =)

miie wan go do course work le ,
tata ...
take care worh ...
SHIXUAN loves uue !!!

mood : happy =)
song : dont trust me =)
feeling sad for : 43 days
feeling happy for : 22 days

heyo !!
long long no post ..
hahas , actually not dat long luh ...
hahas ...

tis tym my fone lost really damn sian sia ...
no fone to use. ..
but aft this few days i get use to it lerh ...
i keep calling ppl , no nid sms =)


20 AUGUST 2009 (the first quarrel)
==============

today was not in the mood ...
haix ..
had a quarrel with hym ...

in sch ,
everything i saw is damn hurting luh ..
i had try to advise uue ,
but uue dun wan listen ...
haix ...
i ask uue , do uue noe wad is jealousy ?
im feeling damn jealous uue noe ??

hiax ...
i really dunno luh ,
thn in the afternoon ,
we had match with woodgrove ...
my mood was totally corrupted at that tym ..
i get scolded my miss sem many tym ...
but really sorry i noe im rong ...
i promise i will do better the next match ..

when i reached home ,
i called hym ...
thn we started quarelling ..
haix ...
all his words are vehh hurtng ,
he is not lyk hym ,
where he get scolded by miie ,
thn he still kepp quiet ...
haix ...
now i have to change my attitude all over agn ...
i promise i will ...

21 AUGUST 2009 (soccer boys are cool)
==============
today was a normal day ...
done nth much ...
aft sch ,
miie & sheril MRT down to jalan bersak
to wwatch soccer boys c-division plaeed
for the third & fourth position
hahas ...
they played damn cool sia ..
hahas
they won 1-0 against greenview
hahas ...
aft tat bused back with themm ..
dhe mr donald damn dee-siao luh ..
faurk sia ...
still ask miie post so called "love letter" ...
hahas ...
thn aft tat , saw may & co. at bubble tea shop ..
thn home sweet home ...

today we didnt quarrel ...
we get along quite well ...
hahas ...
but was quite quiet the whole day =)

22 AUGUST 2009
==============

i woke up at 12 in the afternoon ,
thn i was playing comuter when may called miie ,
she came over to my house
thn i was doin house work ,
after i finish doin home work ,
actually wan go pasir ris there ride bike derh ...
thn end up went 260 there met up with ben & co.
we watched them played soccer for almost two hour ,
thn aft tat we went to void deck & plae ...
we enjoyed our self alot ...
haha ...
thn just reached home at 10 ...
and was here posting ><>

to:(him)
======
i was quite happy when i see yr fone ,
uue have not massage any gurls ,
i dunno if uue have delate anot
i believe uue wun ,
im really vehh happy ,
hahas ...
you made my day >< flirting =")">
miie love uue !! <3>

to:jeremy
=========
tml will be our seventh month
if we haven break up ..
tym passes really fast ...
uue promise miie to decide if we should patch aft 10 july
but now is alre 22 august
1 month 12 days have passed ...
haix ...
i really dunno wad to do ..
i still love uue ,
i still need uue alot ...
is tis wad i deserve ?
i promise i will still love uue ,
till the day i give up ..
till the day uue find yr next true love ...
may god bless uue ...
miie still loves uue <3

wakao !!!!
today sch got ppl steal steal my fone ...

walao ... who the faurk is tat ppl i dun care,
but i wan my fone back ...
i wan i wan i wan i wan my fone back !!!!!!!!

haix ...
i wonder who steal it ..
nvm ...
i made police report lerh ...
police sae will help miie look out ,
cos police got my seril number lerh =)

waste my time there ...
lol ...

haix ..
we came back from recess thn gone case lerh ,
it may be student from 3e5 ,
but we told miss neo ...
she ask wan think twice before complaining anot ..
thn we bwg thn we sae forget it ...

thn miss neo close this case so damn fast luh ...
walao ...
haix ...
damn xin tong ...
my fone use less thn not even half a month thn lost lerh ...
sian sian ....

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
#1, miie pillow ><
#2, miie love love care bear ><
#3, miie computer ><
#4, miie computer ><
#5, miie books !!><
#6, miie bed ><
#7, miie mattrest ><
SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone? (yeahs! damn obvious,love not like ><)
2. Does Someone Like You? (hmmm...like miie ? think soo barh ..)
3. Last Kiss? (just about a few hour ago ..)
4. Been Lead On? (wad toking uue ??)
5. Been Cheated On? (wad kind of cheat ? love ? yeah , tat hurts mani mani..)
6. Want A Relationship? (yeah , cos i will feel safer , and being love more)
7. Wanna Get Married? (o.0 , wait ten more years ><)

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. JEREMY !! :)
2. hym <3
3. all my darlings
4. my computer
5. my handfone
6. MONEY !!!!!!
7. miie gan baby (cos he made miie! without hym miie cant live ..)

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. CAN GIVE MIIE 1MORE CHANCE MIIE WAN BE WITH JEREMY AGN !!!!
2. las long with darling <3
3. can uue treat miie better ??
4. y am i so useless ...
5. i seems nothing to uue , y dun we end it ?? should we ? (troublesom !!)
6. can i have a last hug from uue ? i miss yr hug & kisses (jeremy <3 )
7. when will be the day i feel damn sad agn , im vehh scared ... ):

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe In God? (yeah !! i do i do)
2. Had A Dream Come True? (yeah , but sometimes its only fate ..)
3. Read The Newspaper? (yeah ... sometimes ><)
4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday? (haix .. of cos not .. almost every nite cant slp ):)
5. Have A Best Friend? (yeah , of cos , i loved rui chen so much !!)
6. Take A Bath Daily? (of cos luh !! or else i will be smelly smelly lerh ... lol)
7. Wish On Stars? (hmmm... ya , i only wish upon shooting star)

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1. hate somebody? (duh ... who dun hate anyone ?? )
2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? (hahas , yes ><)
3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF?(yarh i do !! hahas jkjk )
4. Been To A Bonfire? Few times ? (err...bonfire ??? wads tat ??)
5. Ran Away From Home? (yarh yarh , fun fun .. 2 days ><)
6. Played Strip Poker? (y poker must add a strip ??)
7. Pulled An All Nighter? (wad uue toking ...~.~)

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? (yeah i did )=)
2. Had Fun? (of cos of cos , many many ...)
3. Been Kissed? (of cos , many mnay tym , wan kiss from miie ? i sell kisses ><)
4. Felt Stupid? (hahas , yup )
5. Talked To An Ex? (hmm...nope , all dun wan tok to miie , scared miie derh ><)
6. Missed Someone? (yeah , alot , =( haix .. y cant he just miss his fun n pei miie ??)
7. Listened To Music?(im listening luh dumb !! hahas ..)

RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone? (YARH !! cos he dun wan care miie)
2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper?(father)
3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone? (yarh ,i today throw patrick ! hahas)
4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry? (no)
5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare angrily or yell?(shout luh !)

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You? (haix , no =( so sad )
2. Are You Easily Excited? (yarh sometimes when im hyper)
3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To?(when will he be bk to miie)
4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought?(dunno keep for gd use)
5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now? (if he would care bout me more)

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full Name: (SHIXUAN SHIXUAN SHIXUAN !!!!!! hahahas)
2. Birthday: (03 january 1996)
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life? (study till pre-u ! hahas jkjk )
4. Do You Want To Have Children? (have to see his "machine gun" powerful marh)
5. How Do You Want To Die? (peacfully)

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried? (today)
2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Happened? (my next heart being broken ! who dares ?)
3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way? (Sometimes)
4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours?(yes)
5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do? (cor ppl tok to ppl ><)
PINK : LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends? (of cos , frenship turns to love life)
2. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? (hmmm.... yeah , sometimes)
3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her?(nah, same as fren)
4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend? (kpo uh ? y wan noe??lol jkjk,hmm, yeah !)

Now tag 7 ppl and spread the love
1.xinping
2.tony
3.chrine
4.may
5.ruichen
6.xinyu
7.anyone ...

hey ppl ,
im back to post agn =)

today im having fever in sch ...
first in the morning , 37.4
thn slowly increse until i went home 39.4

damn cool luh ...
lol ...
but i beri xin ku .

thn i ask my mother can go see doctor ,
she sae no need waste money stay at home rest first ..
thn the temp keep increase ,
thn cant stand it ask my mother give miie money , i go see doctor with may ..
thn she pei miie to hougandg there see doctor ,

the doctor sae tis is something lyk H1N1
but not comfirm case , is just suspect case ...
so he actually gave miie till next friday ,
but i think i tis friday goin back lerh ,
i miss all my fren ,
espcially the both of them ,
thn i miss all my commom test ..
DIE DIE !!!!!

haix ...
it started off with runny nose in malaysia ...
thn came back singapore ,
i started to cough ...
thn at nite went punggol end ,
aft tat i go home starting to have fever ,
morning i measure , i not having fever ,
so aft tat my temperatuer starting to rise lerh , miie vehh scared

now i,m weak all over ,
i wan slp lerh ,
currenly temp , 38.8 ...
niex nitex , i go orh orh lerh =)

hello ppl =)
im back from malaysia lerh ...
did not really enjoyed myself alot ...
cos , shes missing someone alot =(

080809
i left home at 12pm
took train tochina town ,
thn txi down to train staion
bored train ...
called some ppl before i left ...
i reach check point,
thn i said byebye ...
aft tat chopped passport lerh ,
wait awhile bored train ...
thn i played psp awhile ,
thn slpt for awhile
woke up thn i eat a little thing ,
we reached aft 5 hour of train journey ...
lol ...
my butt aall cramp =)
when reach ,
my sister come pick us up ...
thn we put bag , eat dinner
went afomosa bowling ...
hahas ,
keep gutter ball , made miie vehh tired ,
cos i throw the ball not roll =)
thn aft tat ate supper thn home sweet home =)
anw , the environment n things are so damn dirty , i dun dare shit in their toilet ,
cockroach may fall down any timr ...
eeeeeeeeeeee.........

090809
i having birthday diner at nite ,
morning i went to eat breakfast at the wet market ...
we reach there , i saw a dead cat i nthe middle of the road ...
eee ... so disgusting ...
ate , thn went the shopping center ...
aft tat , father drve us home ,
thn i sat for not even 3 mins ,
father told miie tat he wan buy fruit ,
ask miie wan follow anot , i sae ok so follow ,
15 mins ltr i reach home ,
thn sat for another not even 5 mins , father ask miie go temple ,
wan pray , so i followed ,
we went there my father start toking , non stop ,
thn i sat thre feeling so dumb for two hours!!! thay are crazy !!
thn went home , so tired , but sitted for another not even 5 mins ,
my sister ask miie wan go eat something thn i sae ok ,
the weather there ths damn damn fauking hot !!!
thn eat liao go back ,my sister turn to go temple ,
ask the ppl when she can go deliver her baby ...
thn i cant stand it so stay home slp ..
i slp for 2 hour thn my mother come back ,
my father tot miie how to ride a motocycle ...
so damn cool sia ... hahas ...
thn we bathe get ready for dinner ....
**lazy elaborate**
home sweet home

100809
we woke up at 7 ,
went market agn ...
thn we ate the same thing =)
thn eat finish went home pack thing get ready to leave for singapore lerh ...
thn while waiting , i saw a few foto albulm ...
hahas , i took n see , saw my father small dat tym , i damn cute luh ...
lol ...
thn time up lerh , my sister drive them to train station,
as i decide to follow car ,
not take train , cos i will reach singapore earlier by cor ...
i miiss uue all so wan faster sms uue all =)
hahas ...
so now im back ,
i m feeling vehh sic k..
i wan rest lerh
buaiisbuasii...

hey ppl i will be leaving to malaysia tml ,
i will be back to singapore on monday ...

hiax ...
i goin to miss uue all alot ,
hahas ,
even tough its only two days,
but two days hand cannot sms vehh hand itchy
lols ...
hahas ,
when i arrive ,
when i go back home ,
i will upload interesting things if i have =)

haix ...
i dun feel lyk goin sia ...
haix ...
i goin to miss all those fun my frens goin to have ...

but tis tym i go back malaysia ,
goin to paster my mother buy this buy that
go here go there
goin to tired heer ,
but can shopping i sure wun tired derh =)

darling ,
i will miss uue alot derh ,
dun worry ,
the moment i reaach there i will sms uuue kaeys ?
if can thn the next day i will oso sms uue =)
hhas ,
i miss uue alot leh ...
i wan see uue tml before i leave leh ...
but dunno my mummy let miie go out marh ...
sianx ...

baobeiix ,
hahas ,
i still loves uue alot ,
im vehh surprise ,
we have broke up goin to one month lerh ,
but i still cannot forget uue ,
i goin to bring along yr carebear with miie =)
cos i will miss uue =)
i wan to sms uue ,
but i sms uue ,
uue sure wun repply derh ...
i heard from ppl uue have uue lyk derh ppl lerh
it is verhh saddening for miie to hear ,
but all the best barh ,
since uue have given up on miie ,
i oso can love other ppl ,
but i just cnt forget uue XD
i hope we still can be frens =)

hey hey ,
rmb oso dun sms miie ,
from tml to monday ,
thx thx XD

SHIXUAN'♥ love uue all .....
bye bye ' ♥♥

just came back from wedding dinner ,

here posting ,

i noe my blog vehh boring cos i nv post ><

hahas ,

ppl telling miie uue lyk someone else ,

but i dunno weather is it true anot ,

uue made miie ,

dun feel lyk to be in love agn ,

but i wun allow uue to obstruct miie in my life ,

i slowly forgetting uue ^^

it too difficult for miie ,

but i brlieve i can do it ,

i noe there will be no chance lerh ,

so i would not wait anymore lerh ,

yr no means no lerh ,

uue are too stuborn ...

:::::

i love uue ,

uue made miie get back into love life agn ^^

i would appreciate it derh ,

can i have a happy life ?

:::::

to:hym

i dun wan to hate uue ,

i dunnid uue to accept miie agn ,

i dunnid uue to do anything ,

aft all these i hope we can still be frens ...

wad i wan sae is

i still love uue ^^

take kare ...

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