HELP !!!
anyone ???
im feeling very hopeless n lost !!

wad uue said to miie tat tym is very hurtful !
uue make miie think tat i have ill-treated uue !!
uue made my heart fragile n crys easily ]=

but y ?
i tot uue promise miie tat uue will treat miie better ?
uue promise miie ,
and i oso promise uue i will not cry & sad anymore

uue ask miie y i cut ?
uue scold miie !
all becouse of uue !
uue hurt miie ! ]=
i cut the first three stroke wothout thinking anything
until the fourth stroke i tot about uue
telling miie not to cut !!
but its too late nth can be ment !

my heart oso ,
no one can mend my heart except uue !!!
UNDERSTAND ??

i noe uue dun lyk it tat we quarrel eveyday
but i dunno wda to do ..
i noe all this are stress ,
it takes tyms !

i tell uue !
it really hurting ...
i cant find anyone to tok to !
i really cant stand it anymore
uue noe i love uue , but i dun feel yrs !!!

my heart is goin to be mend by uue !
do wadever uue can !
no one can do it only uue !!
underdtand ??

i have not eaten since yesterday aft breakfast
i onli take a bite from the bread this morning , n yesterday nite
even tough i feel the hungryness .
but i still have no appetite !!!
my gastric coming back agn !
haix ...
i need pain !!
i feel lyk crying ...
but no one lend miie a shoulder ]=
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sads sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

haix ...
today is damn faurking suay sia !!!


hiax ...
y do you have to do this ?
this is only a warning .
wad if uue get caught agn ?
uue noe wad is the consequnces ?
dun do it 1 day cannot meh ?
i tot uue promise miie not to do it when i was with uue ?
long tym see uue once
thn uue end up getting into trouble ?
so long derh fren liao
see uue lyk tis i will heart pain uue noe ???
uue noe how worry yr parents anot ?
i go tok to yr parent
i can see from their expression
please dun do anything agn can ?
i allow uue do any other thing uue lyk ,
but please dun do wad uue do today !!!
contact miie soon ...




haix ...
i noe this is not wad uue wan to sae
think about wad uue sae to miie !

haix ...
today i woke up at 3.30pm ..
i noe it's very late
but i really cant take it i damn tired
yeaterday went escape with rui chen [:
thn raining ...
haix ...
cannot plae many thing .


thn i woke up do house work
thn go home work ...
thn watch my korean movie ...
just finish ...
now i need do assestment ,
ltr plae audi ...
hahas
bb [:

heh !!! today is our fourth month XD

haix ...
today i 5.30 jiu wake up lerh
i wake up ,
do house work
0930 woke baby up [=
thn aft tat i do home work ,
tok to baby
awile he kup liao ,
i feel very tired jiu slp back [=
now i just wake up so start posting [=

bb
i go do homework lerh (:

hello peeps ...
yesterday i went escape [:
with may & regina

we meet at compass ,
thn bus down to escape ...
we reach there ,
we went in ,
we played ,
flipper , wet n wild , pirert ship
thn aft tat we played flipper agn ...
we saw 4 zhar bo ...
keep diao us ...
thn we not happy
miie n regina plae flipper may outside .
thn they take the cup next to ours
thn when we flip we saw them
we keep scoldingn them ...
[=
damn cool sia
feel damn shuang aft scolding them ...
tnh from 12 plae till 2
eat thn leave
we get re-entry chop

thn we went cycling for 1hr
we toured to pasir ris red-house
thn to my old house
when i went there
really give miie memories [=

haix ...
thn we chiong back to return bike ,
cos goin to late lerh [=
thn aft tat went back to escape
plae haunted house ,
thn i first tym scared ...
thn other tym we go in anyhow scare ppl [=
thn we saw the zhar bo agn ...
we follow them thn they walk ,
thn they walk into toilet ..
woo haa ...
fun part ..
when they come out ...
they wan go out , but may n rigina see them walk out ..
nobody take action ,
thn i stregth out my hand ,
stop them from walking thn i ask then y look at us y diao us ??
they BWG hahas ...

thn i ask may y nv stop them she sae wan wait for all come out
but i fing the rest ok leh
only the pink girl n the monkey girl
hahaha
thn got 1 fat fat girl so hum ...
see us wan run ...

sian thn we plae till nth plae
we go e-hub ...
thn go bowling there ..
we go to the super mini bowling there thn plae plae
so xia suay
cos tat one is for baby plae derh [=

thn plae finish we
bus-ed home
thn home sweeet home [=

hello peep [=

long tym no see
to lazy to blog ...
today went penincular w. may & co
thn may buy a hockey stick
damn cool can !!!

thn went to watch hockey match
USA against SINGAPORE
faurk , USA last 5 sec enter a goal
eee...
so suay
or else is 2-2 derh
this few day keep goin n watch match ,
so come home late n nv blog

somore my mother go install the MIO tv
faurk lorh ,
every tym connect thn disconnect
damn pek cek !!!
plae audition half way oso disconnect\
idiot sia ...
waste my tym
sorry peeps if i online thn offline agn
means my com disconnect
real sorry uh
i will chane away asap !!!

bye peeps ... [=

the small versiion of miie [=

(4 years old)

the last tym miie (5 years old)


haha ... im malcolm hairdresser ...

nice hair style rite ??

must thx miie (=


aft swimming with may [=

miie n xinping at punggol end

so hot tat day

two superman [=

at pizza hut ,

xin ping , may & miie (=

agn at pizza hut (=

sher yee , shi ting , xinping , may , miie

tat tym exam xin ping at there guai guai study

we at ther plae plae plae (=

shi thing tt gong gong XD

mother day cake

see i so guai buy for mummy XD

hello ppl long tym no post lerh

lets tokbout yesterday match

against nan chiau ...

hmm ...

we did not win but lose

a little about 3 marks only

i noe we try our best [=

haha ...

haha...

let miie post some picture (=

three reason i post the picture [=

firstly , because i promise to post but end up did not [=

seconly , my blog seems boring without fotos

thirdly , i have the extra tym [:

hello ppl (=
long tym no post lerh ,
got miss miie marh ?? xD

haha ,
today woke up at 8 see wan late lerh
faster get ready thn go ssch for
bastketball match [=
hmm...
i can sae today match not really tough ,
but theey very fierce (*__*)
thn ,
they scored 15
we scored 22 or 24
i forgot liao --.--

haix ...
now getting ready thn mummy
goin bring miie go watch monster vs aliens (=
somemore 3D derh
hahah
so long nv watch 3D lerh(=

hiax ...
i miss hym

this is not the first tym i cry for uue ..
so no need to worry .
everytym i msg uue i will be crying .
but y ??
hiax ...
the tym we spend tgt is getting lesser n lesser
how i wish it can be lyk last tym .
i dun wish to controll uue but give uue freedom ...
but pls dun get overboared i might not take it anymore 1 day .
but dun worry i still love uue ....
there will soon be 1 day !
1 DAY !
hax ...
i dun wan tok bout this liao ...
today my mood is not very good
so pls ppl bare with miie for today
so sowie ...

name 10 friends and answer th questions below
01. jeremy
02. xin ping
03. may
04. cheyenne
05. clarence
06. yue ling
07. rui chen
08. kai ting
09. shawn
10. sher yee

1.how is no.7 related to eu? (ruichen)
-she is my derling (= 4 years of friendship (=

2.is no.1 special to eu? (jeremy)
-he is my baobeiix♥ & i love hym xp

3.have eu quarrelled with no.4? (cheyenne)
-Nope. unless with special reason

4.if no.2 and no.8 are together, will eu believe it? (xin ping & kai ting)
- nope , i hope they are not les )= one is my darling another one is myqing ren omg !!!

5.if no.10 said he/she loved eu, will eu be suprised? (sher yee)
-nope , she is my lao po ... will not be shock (=

6.what do eu have in common with no.9? (shawn)
-our hornyness (=

7.how did eu meet no.6? (yue ling )
-through frens (=

8.if eu didn't met no.3, how will yr life be? (may )
-boring )= she is my entatainer .

9.is no.5 a good friend? (clarence)
-hmmm ... indeed he is also my 4 years fren (= he's my best kor xp

tag 8 friends to do this quiz
- may
- yue ling
- kai ting
- shawn
- rui chen
- cheyenne
- anyone (=
- anyone (=

yesterday did not win the friendly match against christ church
we scored 33 they scored 38 ...
at the front they let us chase up the marks thn at end
they put all the senior to plae ...

aft tat i bus-ed back with michelle n pei rou ,
thn went to may hse opp punggol park there
take 82 to hougang swimming complesx
cos jeremy wan go there swim ...
thn miie , may , sunny
sit there so bo liao ...

aft tt swim finish lerh ...
we bused back home thn
jeremy go home ...
may n sunnt sae dun wan go home
so go my hse down stairs slack ...
i go home change n eat ..
thn we go down stairs plaeground
saw yijun , hou yong , yanzhang ...
haiyo all is bball boys luh ....
thn tok tok tok ...
10 lerh thn
i home sweet home (=

heyo (=
just came back from training (=
so tired ,
this morning was late ...
omg )=
haix ...
ltr i will continue posting ,
now leaving for friendly match with chris church ...
hiax ...
damn no mood to plae ...
lrtr come back thn post (=

~SHIXUAN LUV UUE <3