yesterday went to republic poly for a talk ..

wasted my SATURDAY !

i feel tat last year was much more btter thn this year los . this year is so bored !

thn after th talk , we took bus 161 home wtih rachel ; wanting ; yoey ; jasmine & yixiang ,

aft tat reach compass , saw xinping , benedict sim & richard ;

thn  i tell xinping i go home first thn meet them for ppol later ..

thn *skip skip *

played pooled at hougang plaza .

for 2 hour plus .

aft tat we go buy things ,

first miie kenny varick went to buy flour (:

thn aft tat miie & xinping went to buy cake for him .

hahas .

thn went hougang there played flour -,-

make till so dirty ,

thn xinping throw cake on him accidentally throw at miie wtf !

lols . thn we vehh noisy police come find us ..

aft tat i cab home (:

hahas .

.uue were there for miie in th past .

uue moved on , so fast ?

yeah , uue dun wan miie alr las ?

ppl were passing around , it wasnt my fault ,

also not my frens fault ,

uue scolded them , thn said sorry to us ?

hais .. uuw wun know how we feel !

everything uue tell miie are even a bigger lie !
uue are a even bigger liar thn miie !
hiax .. im so damn hurt right now las ):
uue played my feeling !
i hate uue !!

nth to post les ; not really in th mood ..
BYE !

hahas ! LEADERS ! lols .

today went to sch at 0830 (:

had match with jurong sec , we lose ):

48 - 11 ! hahas . national sch ; cant blame us ^^

hahas ! anyways , SENGKANG Cgirls & Cboys !

jiay0us for ur northzone uh (:

aft tat went hougang plaza met xinping ; sheryee ; xueqi ; shiting .

didnt bring cloths ): they wore till so nice i waer sch uniform ! wth ...

thn played pool , aft tat ask may to bring cloths for miie (: thx alot ^^

hahas , thn went suki susui eat lunch ^^ hahas .

i ate till $11 hahas .

thn after tat we cab down to amk hub , my head was splitting like hell ):

** skip skip **

haix ... thn wan kbox des ,

thn no time somemore no money , end up went bugis buy thing thn cab back ...
was super tired now ):
not feeling well uh ! haix ...
im sleeping early ..
nitesnites & sweet dreams x)


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 im finally back from camp (: hahas'
miss mie ? lols ...

MONDAY ; 15th march ;
on monday morning , i reach school at 7 plus , meet kaiting . yanping they all (:
thn went in assemble , 8 plus leave les , on bus texted , thn off phone when reaching ;
i tot it would be fun when we reach , but i find it bored after all ):
how i wish i could go home uh ! ... hahas .
we were being seperated when we reach there (:
was in group 2 ; hahas .
we moved in to our dom ; thn was cool uh , we sleep below , thn put bag upstair (:
hahas ; thn we have our objective setting , after tat LUNCH (:
thn we had introduction of leadership talk was so bored ...
we had a short reak thn went to D.I.S.C profiling ... was bored too ..
it manage to find out our personality ! (:
thn have activities , after tat we had DINNER ! (:
after dinner , we had our NIGHT HIKE !
was scary uh ! actually we were suppose to walk alnoe des , than half way they say girls can go in pair (:
was so happy ... not scared liao (: i walked with huiyan (: thanks her alot for guilding me and supporting me (:
after night hike > supper / debrief > project work (sports leader !) > ZZzzz ...
slept with adeline onmmy right & wanyi on my left (: shared sleeping bag with wanyi ! (:

TUESDAY ; 16th march
woke up at 6.30 or 6.45 lidat , was th last few (: thn had our BREAKFAST (:
after tat area cleaning . thn we went to have Combat laser , damn fun los ! using infared to shoot ppl (:
hahas . i keep die thn keep restrat :p no INTRGRITY ! lols . saying myself -.-
after tat , we had conflict management talk , sian man ! after th talk we went to have our LUNCH !
thn aft tat , we departed from diary farm to th dragon boating area , to have our dragon boating (:
was super wet and super tired okay ! lols ..
when we reach school , we went to wash up , i went to change a dry shoe (:
hahas ... after tat project work (sports leader ! ) > DINNER ! > Route planning (super duper tird ! ) > Supper > Shower & ZzZZzz...

WEDNESDAY ; 17th march
woke up at 6 plus agn (: went to have our BREAKFAST ! thn had area cleaning ,
after tat we went to prepare for Bukit timah hike ! hahas , had to bring along bread & apple for lunch (:
went off we go ! ... we were quitee lost at first due to th change of th may route , thn after tat we work together and go another route , we manage to came in second (:
hahas . thn after tat we slowly walk back (: we were debriefed (:
talked so long ): end up very less time to bath  & wash up , we were so smelly (:
after tat we had our campfire prep ! CREDIT TO ADELINE GWT ! our IC (:
hahas . we sang BABY (:
thn we had our dinner , not much time to prepare ..
thn we went to CAMPFIRE (:
was vehh intresting uh ! better thn our level camp des campfire (:
thn we had our shower (:  > project work (sports leader ! ) > own time ( pack things ) > ZzzZZZzzzz ...

THURSDAY ; 18 march (:
woke up at 7 today (: 
packed our things thn meet , did our morning streaches !
so damn tired ): we RAN alot & JUMP alot ):
thn we had our beaakfast . noodle ... 
thn did area cleaning (: final debrief (: and went to canrtenn to prise giving (:
&& WE WON FIRST ^^ YEAH !!! 
hahas . after tat we went to boared bus and off we go !!! (: 
reach school went basketball court .
thn went bubble tea shop & went home (:

went home bathe , thn went to k-box (:
hahas ; with yoey & "frens" 
hahas . they were dan funny las , sing song made us laugh , eating also made us laugh !
damn funny uh them . but th price cost 137 plus for 6 ppl ! 
wth ! i dunno buffet was so expansive ): sorry (:
thn they sent yoey home first thn walked miie home (:
hahas , thx alot (: 
really tird ): wan sleep les (: 
nites ; 
love uue baby sweetheart ; <3 

uue will always be mine (:

leaving tml les ):

im scared ; i dun feel like attending th camp man !

lols .. haix .. go dare sure starve to death des , 

going to hate th food there .

so guys , take care , i will be back soon (:

& i will update soon (:

hahas .. takecare & loveees <3

back - christine ; adeline ; yoey ; vanassa

below - josephine tan ; keyan ; miie (:

photographer - joshephine koh !

hahas , thx for th day girls (:

haix .. getting vehh disappointed in uue .

wad i wan say is , last long ba .

im moving on les ; waiting for my darling to come back singapore (:

& im leaving for a camp on monday .

sadd man ! dun feel ike going ! but i paid $127 les ):

sad uh ! i dun wan leave him uh ! ):

hahas . i miss uue alot uh ! come back soon okays ?

i miss uue (:

yeah ,

uue said uue dun understand miie les ):

why ? wad im saying is all true .

uue keeping all those from miie will only hurt miie more alr ?

i reaad th post i broke down .

even when i never read , i only think .

i also break down ):

haix .. i just dun have th mood today ...

uue said u un care bout uue , which im doing it every mins every secs !

yeah ; i really miss uue ,

but i think i need to face th fact les .

last long ba . loveees <3

thx to yoey ; kaiting ; denzel ; junhao , for lending miie their ears ! thx (: loveees !

haix .. wadever it is , i heven given up on uue .

do uue have to give up on miie so fast ?

uue said uue still love me , but on th other side ;

wad i heard is totally th opposite !

- i miss th time uue cared bout miie .

- i miss th time uue took care of miie .
- i miss th time uue send miie home .
- i miss th time uue bring miie out ; even tough uue were late , i did not blame uue !
- i miss th time uue tell miie how uue feel .
- i miss th time uue hugged miie .
- i miss th time uue hold miie .
- i miss th time uue kissed miie .
- i miss th time uue say goodnite .
- i miss th time uue kept singing songs .
- i miss th time uue call miie everyday !
- i miss th time ..... HEARING UUE SAY UUE LOVE MIIE ! (L)
wads happening to uue ? why is everything changing ?
my status is complicated ; going everywhere telling im single ; it difficult uue know !!!
yeah ! i just miss th time !
if time can be rewinded ; i would wan to go back to th past !
wtf is happening ! i just simply dun understand !
uue dunno how much i missed uue everyday .
uue just dosent cared bout my feeling ; but others instead !
is this wad a distance is called !
i have tolerated for a months les .
i still heven givien up alr !
when will be th days tat we can go back to th past agn ?!
hais .. i miss th time .. think about it boy !
dun take everything for granted ; i treated uue soo good , but wad i get back is hurted !
appreciate wad uue have now , before uue regret alright ?!
- loveees

hahas.. wad a cute little boi , became so guai lan nw ...

didnt post yesterday ...
wad vehh tired ):
hahas , nth much .
IPW - maths - recess - lit - mothertongue - REALEASE !
went compass eat , tot got meeting , went back to sch ! stupid miie .
thn went to find yanping , she asked miie to stay to plae bball .
thn i pangseh xinping ><
sorry (:
played , till 7 plus ,
went home & thx to uue all (: hahas .
thn went to eat , lols . nth much .

today ?
dunnno if i going out anot ,
- xinping ask to go watch alice in the wonderland
if she dun wan go ,
- pei mother go hougang mall ?
yupp . tats all (:
gtg .
good luck in yr competiton (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYEE !!

what uue siad really hurt miie alot ..

hahas ; uue lied to miie ):

wad really disappionted okays !

hope uue dun do it les ...

uue made miie cried ! even if uue are just a fren to miie

but i tursted uue alot okays ...

but uue lidat lie to miie really made miie cry .

haix .. i dun like uue ; cos i alr have someone in mind les ;

someone i loves alot (: hahas .

so dun ever worry ! i wun like uue des ! ><

haix .. cheer up las ... i know this thing have been bothering uue (:

but nw uue told miie ; i hope uue feel better there .

i want uue to feel better & i feel bad ..

hahas .

its like finally uue talked to miie !

hahas . so long never talk to miie les ):

i really miss those times .will those time be back to miie ?

if it could , i wouldnt suffer so much les .

i cried myself to slp everynite . cos i worried bout uue .

uue didnt text miie . i kept thinking if uue have fallen asleep .

i slet at 1 plus 2 plus this whole week .

cos i wn to make sure uue have sleep ; but i somehow cant get yr reply .

ya ; kindda sad uh . and also disappointed .

its time for us to start over agn les ><

give miie a chance , i did not disapoint uue , i passed all my common test (:

it your turn to work hard le , okays ?

hahas , love uue lots ! <3

nites & sweet dreams ^^

i love th both of uue ttm ! ^^

my sorrow & miseries (!) ; cant seems to overcome it ...

i cried & cried ..

th past ...

common test is over ..

i still not giving up !

not really pleased with all my results ):

i got

- 21 / 30 of english

- 20 / 40 for maths ! (it sux ttm ! )

-31/50 for science !

haix ! even tough i pass , but was is studied ; and the reslyt was not wad i epected ..

really disappointed in myself ):

hope i can do better th net time round ..

everyone jiay0us !

hahas .

th both of uue , jiay0ous uh ! lacking behind liaos !

& uue stupid ass ! ; i dun wan see uue retain NA agn ! hahas  study hard .

& sweetheart ; i know uue are not really happy with yr reslut , but hope uue can do better th next time round okays ? hahas , jiay0us ! loveees uue ~

im off to study for my net exam ~

SHIXUAN ! JIAYOUS ~

today ;

morning , 7.15 wake ; go sch ; english ; art ; recess ; math ; literature (sleepy); sci ; ccm ! 

basketball court (watch soccer match ) ; homed ! >< 

tml got training !

sian man ~

not in sch team still train so hard , wads th point man ~

i hate it uh . hahs , it okays uh actually (:

cos next year still got chance ><

so yeah .
two days ago ; which is a saturday ; we went pasir ris park celebrate sheryee de birthday .
i went there alone ; met may at the entrance of pasirris park .
went there saw , may ; sheryee ; shiting ; xueqi ; xinping ; benadict.s ; benedict.a ; varick ; kenny ; richard ; tiongboon ; taiwee .
hahas . we did enjoy ourself .
thn miie & xinping went to fill up "soyabean & low fat milk " which is flour mix wt water . and plain water de bomb bag .
we ask xinping & ben.s to bring sheryee out to buy things & we carry all those water bk to bbq pit & hid behind the bushes .
lols , thn after tat bbq les . we started eating ,
thn a few of them were like playing poker cards , thay were like loser must eat th chlli + ketcup+mayo ; was like total disgusting ! lols . the smell sux ! but they ate it . i did not plae cos was disgusting ... ewww ...
hahas . was having sudden mood swing ): sad ..
hahas . thn after tat . sheryee went toilet .
we were like use the chilli + ketcup + mayo to make happy birthday on tissue paper ,
when sheryee comes back she knew tat something evil we aree thinking . thn she tried to run aways .
but she cant run away from us . hahas . xinping took 1 tissue & throw at her , & kenna her neck ! ewww ..
hahas , thn she throw 1 tissue at may , she damn angry , thn may go take the "soyamilk" throw at her .
thn all go take and aim her ... poor sheryee . become so dirty ..
hahas , thn ang , taiwee & richard , throw alot water bomb t miie .
tot i wun get wet , but end up im still wet ): hahas .lols
but we had fun .
aft tat , miie & xueqi went to bathe .
hahas . thn lazy elaborate -.-
i drank tiger beer.
my god ! i feel damn hot uh , and face red red liaos -.- lols
was feeling damn giddy . ): sad .. aww ...
all this made miie forget my sorrow & miseries .
im really scared tat the one day might come .
my only wish this year is i may be albe to be with uue forever (:
(insert many many hearts ! )