(:

" I really duuno whyy uue have to do this to me , when i gave up so much on uue "

uue really disappoint me alot this time round ..

Hello Readers ! How life ? -.- arghh , my life was terrible -.- its never good .. well .. today was horrible & is th worst .. hias .. im seriously speechless whn i see uue all lidat , no matter how much i hate uue all , i also never lidat .. arggh , morning woke by someone call @ 6 plus , thn went to bathe & wash up , & text him back agn ... reached school at 0750 , thn went hall get ready for th warm up thingi .. blahblahblah ... thn aft tat proceed to game ... blahblahblah .. sec 1 are sec 1 ... -.-'' i didnt bias th class cos my boyf was in that class okayy ? im playing fair to every class , everygame ... IM NOT BIAS !!!! -.- lols .. we also had out soccer game , we played against N8 first , aft tat E3 & lastly E1 ... lalala ... won E3 only ... lols .. N8 & E1 we lose on penelty ... hais ... lols .. nvm nvm ,, like wad they say , at least we tried our best (: hmmm ... aft game , XinPing , May & Me ... walk around nth beetter to do , thn we end up settle down in th parade square watch them play handball ...hahas ... aft tat we had th captain ball against teachers .. well , our group didnt play due to th lack of time ... heh . bored bored .. aft tat we proceed to th hall , for th concert .. wow .. interesting worh (: haha ... was so hot inside , aft tat , we were called to take flower for our teachers , and i gave it to Mrs Soh & Mr Lai (: hahas ... aft tat , sat behind th hall until concert end .. was like so damn cooling at th back (: lols ... aft school was like almost 0300 .. was ask to go back primary school ... well , im trying to reach for RuiChen but didnt .. so went back , talk to th security guard .. thn went home les ... lalala ... went home , wash up and went slp awhile .. super tired ... sleep till 7 plus & woke up agn ...hmmm ...went eat dinner , aft tat turn on computer and start using (: lalala ... sososo bored .. im so disappointed with uue , i tot i gave up so much thing on uue & uue would apreciate it ..

Boy uh ; uue said uue dun like me talking to them , so i didnt , but wad uue did really disapoint me , wow .. how great uue are uh ? not only him , my junior also told me wad happen , it vehh hard to fight back me tear ya know ? when they told me tat , i said i wanted to break with uue , & tear just kept rolling down non stop , so many ppl tried to stop me but i just cant , i really dunno whyy i did so much , but get nothing in return ): ... should i make th desision ? plus , so many girl WHYY must be HER !?!?!? ): ppl telling me uue are a hongster , and i kept dening , but uue prove me wrong ): i saw everything tat really disappoint me ...

boy , uue really change so much ...& im seriously missing uue ...

wow ... uue actually playing my feeling ... ! ass in th hole ! ): hias ... soso disappointed .. uue played my feeling ... argghh ... how great .. yours sweet talk is so " AWSOMEE " i didnt know uue are so "SWEET " arggh ... such a hongster ... i hate uue ttm ...

ShiXuannn's Lovees ;

BuhbyeReaders ! (:

Pee Kai Ting Uh Pee Kai Ting ! Chey ! Ramdom .. saw this pic and i post it (:

" Love can only controled by th owner , not th partner ; we cant always rely on them "

But i guess im rellying too much on uue ..

well well well ! Hullo Derling readers ! (: long time no see ! Chey .. just joking (: well , it 12 plus now .. and i cant go to sleep ... dead bored ! okayy , lets start , its a monday today ! hmmm ... lesson as per normal today , first was science , thn history thn math ! (: During math , we had th fire drill , all went to th field , damn farking hot luh ! Hole in th ass ! lols ... thn thn , went back to class .. my recess was GONE ! lols .. didnt do homework & was ask to stay back to complete ! damn her ! and damn uue ! lols // [-insetname-] : uue shucks alot , nowonder ppl give uue tat name , was not created wrongly .. *evil smile* kekekeke .... thn aft recess was english for 1 period .. & finally Literature ! stand for whole damn 1 period ! lols ..aft tat watch a vedeo until my whole neck almost crack ! Wtf ?lols ... hais .. aft tat was mt ... mali mali mali ... damn sian luh .. keep seeing her jiao bin ! chey ! .. hmmm ... aft school ... went canteen , ate thn walk walk around , aft tat proceed to Pe room to help carry things to prepare for tml sports fiesta ... plus i dun think we nid do much things los ... Mr donald is like asking his soccer boys to help him set up th field thn we no nid do anything ... thn actually aft th mr da bian brief us , we can leave , but go home vehh sian ... thn i stay in sch .. first was run here run there until vehh tired ... thn aft tat sit outside toilet talk talk talk , until 0430 lidat , thn we went home (: hahaha ... went home awhile , XinPing ask me pei her go compass buy things .. lols .. *tired* but i still went ! see i so good .. thn went compass she go buy teachers day present .. thn aft tat went mac to have my dinner ... lols .. aft tat we homed ! super tired ... plus tml going to be a superduper tireed day ): ... lols ..

tml day ! :

6 wake up - 7 reach sch - gather @ hall - do warm up - proceed for field game - help out at captain ball boys - our class 5 th game . thn must run here run there - aft tat ; captain ball with techers ! - hall for teachers day celebration .. & end ... lols i gotta slp early , so buhbye peep ! (:

boy ; i miss our h2h talk uh ! hahas.. there are many things i wan tell uue , but just do not have th chance ): i miss uue ! :D

ShiXuann's Lovees !

Buhbye Readers !(:

[Me & Sher Yee ! ]

OmG ! i miss my fringe ): hahaha . ramdom !

" I love uue now , I love uue tml , I love uue everyday & I love uue forever ! "

ILoveDieUueBoy ! :D

 
 
hmmm ... woke up @ 12 plus // went to bathe and wash up , thn met XinPing at compass at 1 (: hahas . thn went mac to have our lunch ! (: weee ~! ate mac wing ! lols . thn aft we eat , walk to lrt ther sit until 4 plus going 5 ... talk bout many things many ppl ! hahahaha ... XinPing uh ! dun bully him liao uh .. really pity him sia ! ahahahaha ... see ! now uue bully him he dun even dare to tell me ... lols .. nvm .. thn 4 plus , XinPing went Cupwalker buy drink & off we went .. she went to meet her benedictsim & i went home (: haha s.. reach home , played com agn .. lols .. damn bored luh dey ! super tired too ! & off i went to bed , aft tat mum woke me up for dinner .. ate dinner , sat infront of com awhile & off to sleep agn , thn someone just dun wanna let me slp -.- lols .. aft tat 10 plus woke up by someones call .. woke up ate supper & now sitting her blogging ! (:

I just made my 11:11 Wish <3 ; im lovin' it ! lols

Love Die Uue Boy ! <:

ShiXuan's Lovesss !
Buhbye Redaers ! (:

" At first i didnt knoe i would fall for uue , but end up i did "

and i just couldnt let go , everytime i see uue , i broke down into million pieces ... 

" I cannot breathe in no second without uue , cos i love uue , cos i only dream of uue .. Cos i only think of uue , cos you are my only reliaty , my only truth . Yeah , thats th truth . But how do i convince uue of it ? Thought i should write it on the mirror , tell uue , tell the world that i have no world other than uue . That uue are my universe . My life . My reson for existence .. Thats how much i know .. Nothing else .. Be my life , my world .. Yes boy ! I really love uue , dun doubt me , last time & now .. just couldnt stop loving uue , my everything <3 " 

hmmm ... today was force up by mum , to send aunty go airport before that go eat first -.- damn lazy ya' know ? lols . Sorry XinPing cant accompany uue go eat ><'' hmmm .. woke up @ 12 plus went wash up , thn 1 plus went down to wait for aunty , we went Tampines , went to at at a HongKong restaurant .. thn went shopping awhile , aft tat 2 plus went ariport , wait awhile , they go check in laggage thn we sit awhile jiu leave les .. if not must wait till6 plus , i think by now they in plane les , hope they have a safe trip , and they buying many things back for me ! Yayy ! (Y) (:

boy uh ... serioulsy , i th memories just keep flashing in my mind , when uue smile , i melt , when uue walk past , i broke down ): i really dunoo whyy ... it will really never get back in time .I'll never be the same~~~! If we ever meet againnnn .... Won't let you get away ~~ ! If we ever meet againnnn ... boy .. it really will never be th same at the first time we met & th second time we meet .. th first is always th best (: imy !

ShiXuan's Loveess ;

Buhbye Readers !(:

Just th six of us (:

" Babyyy ; i love uue more thn words can say "

un-controled love (:

TODAY SHUCKZXC ALOT ):

MY WALLET IS GONE ! GONE ! GONE !

DEAR KIND SOUL OUT THERE , IF UUE FOUND MY WALLET RETURN ME PLS ? (:

I REALLY NID IT ALOT ... ):

ARHHHG ... WADS WRONG WITH EVERYONE ? ARE THEY TAT PHATHETIC ?

JUST NOW I FOUND MY SCHOOL SHOE MISSING -.-

STUPID PATHETIC PERSON ...

SO DAMN NO MOOD .. WADS WRONG WITH EVERYONE ?

AND CAN UUE DUN GIVE EMPTY PROMISSES ? I HATE IT D:<

hmmm .. lesson as per normal .. a short day today .. damn bored ... well , first period english , thn music thn science .. recess thn mother tongue thn geography ... aft sch , went to find ms sem , thn went to eat (: hahas .. thn 0130 went gym // (i think it was th time i lost my wallet) thn 0200 went haven went for sports fiesta meeting (: and and wtf ? im incharge of Sec 1 Captainball BOYS ! BOYS BOYS !!! whyy must boy ... ): lols ... hmmm .. thn had training aft meeting , but i didnt bring PE -.- didnt train .. ended about 0330 , didnt went home , so sat outside gym watch ppl play handball , thn bout 0500 plus went home , walk out found my wallet missing ... lols .. ): sad sia.. arghhh .. dun wanna say les , really hope those good soul will return me my wallet , seriously , i will give uue wadever uue wan just for my wallet .. arghh .. my wallettt !!! ): thx ppl for helping me find (:

oh .. boy , i miss uue once agn .. argh .

ShiXuan's Loveess ;

Buhbye Readers (:

You are always my one and onlehh ! (:

i wan go disneyland agn !!! ^^''

" I just cant get my eyes off uue ; i must see uue everyday "

maybe im too obsessed with uue .

hello humans ! today was tuesday and one of th longest day in sch (: well ... not vehh bad either // hahas .. first period was Ipw , went do th project ? or somehow like test ? hahas .. was not in class.. thn aft tat was english .. hahas .. went com lab (: wasnt in class too ...hahas .. thn aft tat recess ; went parade square , th pig farm come gan us agn =.= thn went back class for science - math - and literature - thn CD lesson we went com lab again (Y) hahahas .... today went com lab damn many times (: hahas .. thn aft school went for maths remedial ... i anyhow do des ... lols ... thn mrs soh keep correcting me ...): thn delayed th time ... aft tat went down find Sheril , thn we went walk walk awhile .. but thn no place to go .. went bball court sit awhile ... watch 'ppl' play soccer -.- thn went off @ 4  .. homed , watch tv , changed blog skin ... damn it los ... i do les , thn finishing , thn i accidentally cross away th window thn it took me 1 whole damn hour to complete luh -.- lols . waste of time .. now my neck damn pain ): lols ... hahas ... im sosososo bored ... hahas .. and hungrehh ! .. buhbye ! i go eat alr (: hahaha ...

boy uh ! i miss uue (: tot could see uue today ... ):

Darling uh .. im still having mixed feeling uh .. but since uue ran with her alr , i can do nothing .. hias .. sad ya know ? but i still gotta let go .. get well soon .

ShiXuan's lovees ;

Buhbye readers ! (:

" Boy , i know uue still cares for me "

but at th wrong time .

well ... nothing much today //

first was art , teacher didnt come , i sleep in class ...

thn aft tat was math , aft math went see Miss Goh before going recess .

lalalala ... aft recess D&T , thn History ...

lols .. history dismissed thn went for meeting @ 0230 ;

thn aft meeting went traiining ... so busy .. hahaha ..

wow ... today traiing was ' awsomeeee '

Determination... Perserverence ! ^^''

lols ... super tired los .. finish sucide cannot move ...

im forcing myself too much =.=

and i saw RATTT todayyyy !!!!! Eeeeks ! damn disgusting ...

): ); ); dirty dirty little creature ....

Boy uh ! i really miss uue ! ):

Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan 

Bye Readers . 

" My thought of uue is getting deeper and deeper , i cant escape my thought of uue "

im really missing uue .. ):

Well ... today lesson as per normal .. First was PE ; we had soccer ! Wee ~~! cool mann ... but th field was muddy ! eewww ... thn those E5 guys were like playing in th mud ... like pig farm lidat ... hahas .. firstly , me , XinPing , Aishah & Zalillah played soccer with those E5 boys .. yeah ... not those pro de .. noob de ":x  no offence .. but serioulsy they only at there keep play mud =='' lols .. thn aft tat we played with those girls , & we won ! (Y) hahaha ... lols .. N7 all th way manzxc ! haha s... aft Pe was Maths ... lols ..bored .. thn recess .. thn Geography - English & Mt ... lols .. stupid Mali ! so guai lan ! she shucks ! hahaha ... aft school i be a good girll . Accompany may thn went home les (: slept all th way ... WTh ! he bluff me ): lols .. say wan come find me thn zhar bo with that stupid ass =.='' hias .. damn no mood manzxc ! lols  

you are just my second life .. i cant escape my thought of uue ; im afriad without uue i might just fall off again and die ... all those memories just kept running through my mind ... i just stop all those nonsense thinking ... ): boy .. grant my wish ... please ? i swear now uue are just my everything .. i gave up more thn enough things just for uue ... really hope uue apreciate it ... you'll be my one and one and my very last ...(:

Batmannn's
ShiXuan
Bye Readers !

" You Were Always My Best Until Uue Disappointed Me .. "

uue just wun know how important uue were to me ..

WELL ! IM IN PAIN NOW ):

dun have de mood to post ... maybe just a short post ?

hmmm ... well .. lesson per normal ...

but im in pain th whole day today ..

sad much rught ? hahas ... nvm nvm ... eat medicine & i will be fine ba ...

Bbhy , thanks for your concern today (: hahas ... hope uue will get well soon too (: and thanks for wad uue did *wink wink* uue really made my day ! hahas <3 thanks .. hope uue finish fasting soon (: and i wanna see uue this saturday ! (:

Supermannn ; you are always my fairy tale ... (:

Batmannn's girl

ShiXuan

Bye REaders !

" I thought uue were serious ; but uue plyed my feeling . "

even though it had pass so long , but passed memories hurted me too much ..

In th past where uue cared for me , uue will be there for me .. i was so happy and appreciated everything uue did for me .. uue thought me how to be strong when i lose something , uue thought me to be strong and not to cry over small things , i remembered every single things uue thought ... i promise i will never forget all th memories we had in th 2 months , uue made me fall for uue for no reason .. th reson i will give uue unlimited love , unlimited care ...maybe when uue told me we were just fren & i agreed to it , but i know this is not wad ue think & not wad i think ... Uue really gave me too much to remember , i just cant forget uue easily ... i really miss uue alot ): uue just left without a word & still blaming for not loving uue enough .. i almost gave him up just for uue , yeah .. for uue ! only uue !  .. but seems tat uue are th one who dun appreciate it ... ): Fine ... im always wrong to uue alright ? and uue were never serious for me at all ): & thanks to her .. aft i read her blog , im super utterly disappointed ya know ? and my uncontrolded tears )': i will never forget my preomise to uue ... well , im gonna wish uue good luck w/ her , i know she is so much better thn me ... im sorry ... you will always be remembered ... ): Yes ,  Darling i do miss uue (: im sorry anyways ...

Well .. dun feel like poting ... uue know ? awww ... feeling damn pissed luh ... hmmmm ... actually later going to pasir ris park walk walk ... but my mood not ruin alr .. hias .. damn sian .. but i thought i can go there ralieve my stress but i dun think can les ... that -insertname- is busy ... hias ..

BabyyyLoveee ! ; i miss uue ):

Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan

Bye Readers ! (:

Look @ how much we changed (: really miss th past .. haha . th innocent us . (:

Heyyo Humans ! I vehh lazy post this few days (:

so i didnt post (: hahaha ...

So i shall say a little bout hose days (:

Thursday ; 19th August 2010

Ermmm ... im sick ! ; hahas .. didnt went sch (; was like runnig toilet in th midnight until 4 plus , hehe , and down w/ slight fever .... awww ! sucks man ! went to see doctor & give 1 day Mc (: hahas . went home , ate medicine & sleep ! hahas .. reallsy sorry uh XinPing , morning didnt text uue , thn cause uue all almost late >< So Sorry ! hahas .Erm ... thn nothing to elaborate , just stayed home whole day (: hahahaha ...

Friday ; 20th August 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIYAN !(:

Hmmmm ... morning was raining heavily when i leave home about 7 (: was so damn cold luh ... downstir so damn dark , walk till i go hit th wall =.= lols .. reach sch all wet ... shucks ! hmmm .. thn lesson as normal , In th morning , miss goh came to our class and talk crap , thn everytime before recess must go see her ? Wad sia ... hias ... Shucks ! ): hmmm .. thn english , thn music , thn sci thn recess (: aft recess was Mother Tongue .. Ewww ! she shucks alot ): thn aft tat was Geography ! Weee ~! i passed my Common test ! 17/ 30 (: not much i know (: but at least i pass (: hahas .. well .. so far , i only failed my English ): 6/20 ... so pathetic ! lols .. left History & D&T , both comfirm single digit , comfirm fail ! hahas .. not much hope ! lols .. Aft sch , we had Cip @ th same Old folks home (: had much fun with them this time round (: cos they listen to us ... hahas ... thn aft cip , went back seng kang , rushed home & take money thn cab down to anchourvale to watch hockey match wtith May (: thn we watch two match first before XinPing & Sher Yee coome (: hahas .. watch Singapore With Parkistan ... even though they didnt win but they tried thier best (: Dunno if i should go agn tml ... No money les ); but i wan watch Singapore play with Chile ! ><'' hahas ...

Saturday ; 21st August 2010

hmmm ... woke up @ 2 plus (: thn went to brush teeth and wash up (: used com awhile , thn went to do housework ! see i so guai ! lols .. actually is mother ask de ... hahas ..hmmm ... thn now , im using com agn (: Haiyo ... not sure later wan go watch match anot sia ... i no money ); but i wanna wtch th match , Singapore w/ Chile ! hahas ... see how later ba (:

hiayo uh ! i really cant stand uue liao la .. damn pissed off with uue leh ): im really speechless ! 

I miss uue Boy ! ):

Batmannn's Girl

Shixuan !

Bye Readers (:

look @ th past & our now ! big different indeed (:

ft. XinPing Lesbo ^^

next post , ft. May Mummy (:

3rd post , ft. ShiTing Babe ! ^^

4th post ft. XueQi Sweet ><

[must wait for uue all de picture to be posted worh ! (: ]

(Ps , sheryee , no have enough pic to make ): )

hmmm .. well .. lesson per normal , whole day mood ruin );

well , morning had th prize presentation ^^

hahas .. sorry Aishah , if not uue would have 5 golds ..

i know is all my fault ):

i ran slow ... hais ... ):

hmmm .. lesson as per nomal ... aft school didnt went meeting ,

no vest ^^

so went to eat first , aft tat return to school ..

had training , damn tired de los ... ):

No moood ! Mood swing ! sucks ! hias ...

boy , takecare uh , next time dun so careless le kaeys ? (:

having a bad bad mood today ): hais , seriously , i shall not say wad happen , so i shall just keep everything to myself ba ... ):

Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan (:

Bye Readers !

th past and th now (: We cange alot ^^

" When times past , a person changes , sometimes from good to bad , bad to good "

uue really disappoint me , cos uue changed from good to bad ):

hmmm .. had lesson as per normal .. first was Pe ,
i tot we were playing soccer , but end up become basketball ):
im getting more and more sian towards basketball les ..
My intrest of basketball has decrease ... hais ...
no hope no hope ...
hmmm .. well .. was a tired day today indeed ..
hahas .. aft school , did cip & went home ^^
Good Girl ! ><
hias .. tml got training , sian ..

And de damn fucking MaLi go call my mother thn anyhow talk ! i should not have paid her th money ,
Ashhole ! seriously los , wad she wan .. she wan give warning , give luh ..
at least she talk to us properly we would treat her properly , but since she wan play ,
thn i shall play with her .. actually , im trying hard to be good in her class listen to her !!!
but now ! she cause me damn much trouble ! Fuxk her ttm ! <:
Well , if she really wans me to listen to her back , its too difficult ! cos she made me hate her ! ><

Wei ! wad i can tell uue is , uu are seriously disappoint me alot uue know ? uue change .. uue dun use to treat me lidat in th past , but now ? uue have everything and left me all alone ): im so diasappointd , i kept quite cos i didnt wan to cause any trouble , cos i cant win uue for sure .. so just kept quite , kept everything to myself , i hadnt tld anyone bout this at all .. hias .. Disappointed in uue , whyy cant uue just change ? ansd im not always wrong ! ): stop blaming me !! ><

Batmannn's Girl
ShiXuan
Bye Readers ! <3

♥ 7th August 2010 ! (:

Th day when i fell for uue ; ♥

" i miss uue a little , i miss uue a little more , day day day i will miss uue damn much ! "

im missing uue so much right naos !

Hello humans ! (:

erm erm ... wad a boring day today .. hahas .

vehh lazy elaborate worh ... erm ...

okayys .. today my leg hurts damn much okayys !

damn it ! feel like chopping aways ! hahas ...

thn thn , aft school , went compass eat alr ...

went home , think if i should go training anot , thn before tat ,

went fathers shop tell him about my leg ... thn he say dun go training =.=

wtf ? i say nvm , i still can run , he dun allow , thn i tell mummy i never go ,

she say cos i lazyy -.-

hmm .. well , my father say is wad , fengshi ...

cos i everyday aft midnight thn bathe thn will lidat .. say wad got air inside my leg -.-

thn will pain pain , cramp cramp ... shitfuck -.0

niid to do zhen jiu ... erm ... if not wrong is accupunture ?

get out th air inside my leg ?? wad crap .. lols .. i didnt believe my father at first ,

thn i went home , i told my mother , thn my sister heard it , thn she said excatly like my father ..

aww ... sad los ... but im scared of NEDDLES !!! )'':

die die ... hais ... well , wish me good luck (; i shall wait for th doctor to come ):

arh ... fated today ? saw uue so damn many times );

Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan ♥

Bye readers ! ^^

" At first i tot uue were trustable , as time goes by , uue are th one who hurted me th most "

Uue ran out of my sight with some others ):

Well , lets talk bout today ?

hmmm , went to watch basketball match 3 0n 3 ^^

weee ~~! was a nice game , but sad tat Singapore didnt manage to win uue knw ?

Awww ... well , watch till wan sleep ... hahas ...

*lazy elaborate *

hmmmm , thn , took MRT back to SengKang to have Lunch w/ bballs girls ^^

thn thn ... i homed early instead of following thnm go play bball ^^

hahas ... homed , played computer & sleep sleep (:

Pig indeed >< hahas ... Watever =.=

thn , woke up by asshole call -.-

lols ... hias ... told tat asshole aboutt another irritating guy *evil laugh*

wow ... 2 guy over 1 girl ... exciting worh ! (:

hmmm ... i just cant wake tat asshole up ! nvm nvm ...

i play computer awhile more & i going to orhorh alr ! tml got school D':

Boy uh , uue know wad ? i was asked by my fren , even your bestfriend to forget uue , uue know ? by texting uue , i need alot of guts .. well , uue are not easy to forget uue know ? cos uue just gave me so much to remember .. wow .. so happy to see me jealous ? how good uue were !! wad a great fren uue are ...hias ... but uue know wad ? despite all those , uue are still so hard to forget ... & i miss uue ... ); argghh ... i know uue dun care , i know uue dun give a damn ... but i know it myself can alr (: hahas . hmmm ... im forgetting uue month by month , day by day D: i will be waiting for your return day by day .. (: Darl Ass <3

Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan

Bye Readers !

" Uue are a two faced Snake ! & for that , i hate uue !! "

regretted treating uue as a good fren .

Hey humans ! hmm .. im here to post agn (:

hahas , today we had History common test (:

ahhh ... & i didnt complete it ):

hehe , just a last few sentence , but Cmi ,

Well , this time round is comfirm fail des ,

woah ... so disappointed with my result ,

even though i heven get back , but i can predict i gonna fail all my subject ):

hahas ... okok , today sch till 1230 ?

1 plus gather & we went old folks home for Cip !

Weee ~! its total awsomeee okayys ! hahas . enjoyed myself ,

wow ~ wen we see them smile , we are also happy for them (: (:

hmmmm ... homed early today  (:

goodgirl , went home to SLEEP =.=

hehe .. till 9 plus , woke up & have dinner (:

Im BORED !! ):

Boyf ! i miss uue .. ! hehe (:

oh , uue know wad ? uue are a son of a bitxh man ! i cant stand your suckish attitude uue know ? its pissing my off man ! can uue just STFU ? and keep everything to yourself ? hmmm ... well , i know uu cant , cos uue are just jealous of everything ! haha ... asshole ! just fuxk off ya know ? and i dun nid your fucking comment . Uue know wad ? i really dun mind scolding vugarities during this month , & im conscience clear !  cos uue are th one at fault , i believe in karma ! uue will regret alot , well i think it had alr happen ? woah ... i just hate uue alot ? uue know ? so just stfu & stop pissing me off alr ? Asshloe ! bastard ! >< (pls dun ask me who i saying , cos i just dun feel like saying yr fucking damn name ! )   (:

Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan

Bye Readers .

@Th railway station at Malaysia going PosrtDickson <3

" If uue are unwilling to let go of th old one , uue never knew how good th new one will be "

maybe i had learn my lesson ? (:

hmmm .. HELLO humans !

well , today had Math & Geography paper ,

sure CMI wan uh ! (: damn boring day today ,

seriously vehh lazy to elaborate , so buh bye ! (:

i promise to post tml okayys ?? ^^

I miss uue boy ! (:

lucky i didnt have th mood today , well , wad i can sae is serve uue right , uue just didnt learn from lesson, well , dun wish to say more , i just hate uue alot ! Buhbye (:

Batmannn's Girl
ShiXuan
Bye Readers !

th day when i was still a child

" th day when i was still a small little kid , how i wish i would grow up "

but now , i feel like being a kid without any troubles )":

Hey humans ! im here ... Hellos ...

miss mee ?? =.=

hmmm .. nth much today , common test , we had 3 papers today (:

first was English ... Cmi !

thn Science ... Cmi also ! )':

thn lastly D&T ! th worst subject , i dun understand a thing luh , wtf ?

i will just flung th whole damn paper , i really dunno how take D&T next year los ,

if my result is so damn freaking lousy ):

hmmm ... well , aft tat had lesson & release , went home took money for suplier ,

thn XinPing , May , XueQi , ShiTing , SherYee ,

we went compass eat , finish eating went home , guai right ?

aft when i reach home , wanted to study but lazy ,

so lie on bed & fell asleep !

but thn dunno which ass go call me !!!!!

thn went downstairs , homed @ 6 plus (:

&& now im going so study , so yeah ... buhbye ! :D

ahh , i miss uue boy !(:

Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan

Bye Readers ! (:

♥ I love uue boyy ! (:

Th love story begins again (:

" I cant trust uue so much like how i trust uue in th past , uue hurted me "

i will try to trust uue once agn (:

I wish we had another time , 

I wish we had another place

But everything we have is stuck in the moment ,

 And there's nothing my heart can do ,

 To fight with time and space cause ,

I'm still stuck in the moment with you ...

hmmm ... i just cant escape my thought of uue ):

i miss uue boy ! ):

nothing much today , just stayed home th whole day ! hahas .

erm ... doing homework & studying now ,

to buhbye ! (:

♥H ;

Batmannn's Girl ;

ShiXuan

Bye Readers !

My Centre Parting ?!?! Forget it =.= thats th past , 2 years ago .

hmmm .. went back malaysia , 1st for holiday , secondly for Ahma's Birthday (:

hmm , this year no pic ? i lose th cam ):

Anw , Ahma ! happy Birthday , Happy 79th Bithday ...

Next year i promise her to bring boyf home ?!?! hahas ...

" Maybe i have took too many things for granted ; but i learnt my lesson "

i will never leave uue , i promise (:

okayys , lets start ! (:

Friday ; 6th August 2010

hmmm .. had national day celebration in school ? XinPing & SherYee didnt went school , was quiet , moring didnt had lesson , so me and may keep watching downstirs having pe (: after recess was mother toungue , teacher damn pek cek with us , hehe . hmmm .. thn bell rang all ran out of class went hall for second part of celebration ... thn aft celebration , me and May went compass ate .. haha . thn went lrt there slack , thn saw -insertname- ? (: hahas .. aft that change place , go my hse downstairs slack ! lols ... bad bad ... many things happen ... thn 5 plus , took bus send May and -insertname- home .. thn i HOMED ! Pack thing ang 8 plus headed to train station (: weee ~! was super sleepy los , went chinatown eat first , thn went to railways station , bored tarin @ 10pm . And th train took off @ 10.30PM (: Slept all th way to 'SERAMBAN' th trains station .@ 6 .

Saturday ; 7th August 2010

" Today is th day i promise i will never ever leave uue again "  070810 ; 094730 (:

hmmm ... reach SERAMBAN at 6 plus  , boread a taxi and went PortDickson hotel , check in our bag , And th good taxi driver drove us to eat breakfast , good right ? some taxi driver ask us pay $60 to drive us to hotel , but this also $60 but he still bring us go eat breakfast first (: aft we ate , we just walk around , plan to go shopping but not open yet , so went to bus atop to wait for bus operate , thn took bus went around ... * lazy evaborate * thn finish shopping @ around 2 plus , taxi-ed to th Malaysia Musium , nothing much , lacky never pay money to go in , thn 3 plus , taxi-ed bck to PortDickson , hmmmm ... But seriously , th wather chelet wasnt much also , went back room , thn i sleep awhile , thn woke up , played in th bathe tub !!! damn cool and big (: haha . thn whhen in doe about 7 plus , we went for buffet dinner ~~! *Thumbs UP * ate damn much luh , was damn nice 1 person $30 was affortable (: aft tat went walk walk , wanted to swim , but lazy (: thn went to played pool ! wee ~! damn cool luh , but tired aft th whole day (: went back , bathe & sleep (: early night , but th firework woke me up !! hahas . watch & slept back agn (:

Sunday ; 8th August 2010
hmmm ... was damn disappointted when i knew we only stay 1 night @ PortDickson ): my mum say cos we book late , th room can only last 1 night . hais .. but actually was nt fun either , no place to go , in th morning , i was damn lazy to wake up , so my mum went to eat buffet dinner , i stay in th room  and sleep ): hahas. wasted , they came back , woke me up , pack things and we left (: @ 12 plus , went 'JESCO' shopping center to shop awhile & i ate 'secret recipe ' walk walk , bought my clothes for Ahma's Birthday (: was a tube dress ! *thumbs up * mummy choice not bad worh ... hmm , thn aft tat , cab back to Ahma's House at Malacca , guess how much was th taxi fare ? ........ $100RM ! Singapore $50 ! for going 2 hours lidat , hmmm ... dun forget , malaysia taxi fare are not like how singapore taxi fare are , th give uue a price uue will have to take it or leave it , but $100 was quite okayy luh , reach Ahma's House , th first thing she asked , in chinese ''AhGirl uh ! Your Boyfriend at where leh ? '' ** keep looking around th car ** thn i say this year never bring him back , thn i waas LMAO ! damn cute lo her , thn i said , next year i will bring boyfriend for yr birthday present (: haha s. thn * lazy elaborate * aft dinner , went back , change thn went to play majong with Aunties , hmmm ... won $27 , was so damn unbelievable luh, they were so damn pro , thn i can win them ! WOOHOO ~!! haha ... thn went to sleep @ 1AM (: damn tired ...

Monday ; 9th August 2010
hmmm ... agn .. cant wake up ): hahas ... parents went eat brekfast , i slept alone @ home , when i woke up , i saw th dog infront of me , i was shock .. thn i damn scared he bite me , but he's a good boy (: his name is ' Johnny ' (; hahas ... My AHma named it de leh ! hahas .. hmmm, i went ti find some left over food for him , he kept follow me around , thn i put outside for him to eat ... (: hahas . when my parents comeback , i pack my things and off to th railway station and wait for train , bored train * Lazy elaborate * damn happy when i reach singapore & saw th 1 MESSAGE from uue i have been waiting for , from saturday till monday (: hehe .. thn went home put thing & off to compass for Dinner ! (: SAKAE SUSHI !! HAHAS //

this is my Holiday (:

Boy ! I miss uue alot (: thanks for everything .... ^^

" I need someboday to love , so do uue ! "

Love uue boyf ! (:

if uue take our friendship for granted , thn we shall end everything alright ?? really thanks for th past whn i need uue , but i think uue dunnid me also , since uue dun even trust me ): 

Batmannn's Girl ; Always (:

ShiXuan

Bye Reader ! (:

♥ XINPINGG here posting .

♥ XINPINGG saving ShiXUNNN blog .
She will be coming back on tml afternoon . Hahas .
Hope everything is okayy for her (:  , Shixaunn arhh ; takecare uhh & miss youu .
Post till here . One more day , ShiXaunn is back . .

No one , But me !(:

" No one but uue , i have done so much , just for uue ! Because .... "

Dun take it for granted .

PORTDICKSON !  Here i come !! (:

hmmm , going malaysia  tml at night (:

Erm .. gonna miss uue alot ): hais ... whyy whyy ?!

this time happen this kind of thing , i seriously dun have th mood to go liao ):

hias ... Seriously , i beg uue , dun lidat liao ):

I vehh xinku !!!! ):

hais .. just hope i would enjoy myself during th holidays ba ...

hmmm ... nothing much today ,

school as normal , plus today was a long day ,

damn lazy to elaborate ... !

So Bye (: and i maybe wun be blogging until tuesday ..

hahas . BYE ! TAKECARE .

takecare my boy . i will miss uue . ):

Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan

Bye Readers !

i really need somebody to love right now ! ):

" Tears cant be control when ue really miss tat person damn lots ! "

Im missing uue so much right now .

No message jiu no mood whole day =.=

Wtf ?! i raelly dunno wads happening to me ..

teacher asked me what happen in class , whyy keep daydreaming ...

Eeeyer ! teacher keep looking @ me ! BIANTAI !

nevermind nevermind (: i know she admire me ! CHEY !! ><

nothing much to day also , so lets call off for today , & have a better day tml . 

having emotional breakdown now ): Paiseh ppl if i didnt reply yr messages .. (:

now i seriously dunno how express my emotion les ): everything is seriously out of control , i dun have th mood , i said im alright to every message is fake , & i didnt mean to lie .. im sorry ): Maybe just some cooling down will help alot , but i cant really help much of my thinking , i read thru my dairy just now ? yeah , i cried bout th past , im sorry ): im having a very mixed feeling now ... ):

Batmannn's Girl ;

ShiXuan

Bye Readers ! (:

Im Dat Dumb Dumb ! Missing uue aimlessly ! (:

" When uue miss someone , th feeling feels so not good "

& im missing uue badly ):

hmmm ... nothing much today ...

kind of boring day , but surprisingly , im concentrating on that MALI lesson okayy !

i did my workbook & listen to everything so say ...

and awhile later i just fell asleep ): aft sch went to com lab , print may thing ,

thn went to compass , eat & slack awhile , aft tat went to bused to Pasir Ris !

went Pasir Ris Park walk walk (: hehe .

thn went to buy drink thn i took "bus" home ? (:

** Dun wan elaborate **

thn went eat dinner with mummy & homed ! ><

im feeling so damn tired , so damn sad , so damn pissed off ):

imma like a dumb dumb there waiting for your reply ..

i miss uue , uue know ? Can i still believe your words ? ):

disappointed ... ): plus how are uue going to explain her ? ):

Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan .

Bye Reader (: