(♥) ; Every 19th !(:

 ♥Boy , Uuue made me change so damn much ! i miss uue manzxc !

Things Girls wish Guy knew .
Day 5 - A simple 'HI' brightens a girls day .
- A 'Hi' from uue everyday can brightened up my whole day ♥

Okayy .. i slpet late last night ? and woke up damn early today ? woah ... usally woke up at 0630 , but today woke up 15mins earlier , about 0615 ... (: thn went wash up and bathe find something to eat , by the time its ike 0705 , and XinPing text me and so i walk down slowly to meet my fellow friends .. (: heh ! thn went school ... assemble , and off to Library for our IPW ? hias ... THURSDAY ! dead bored .. ! 7 period of form and co-form teacher lesson ... hais... aft IPW , back for english , did ? forgotten , and lazy go remember ... thn went to see miss goh .. blahblahbalh ,,, wad for talk so much ? such a waste of time manzxc ! (: thn off to recess and went to assemble outside class ... (Y) thn was SCIENCE ! arghhh ... sat behind and talk talk talk with MAYSOH ! thn had test and im going to flunk it all ! hahas ... anyhow ... :D thn , aft tat was math ... did , correction , and thn wass lit , did correcdction for test ... i fail my test !!! 7/20 ): awwww ... damn sad , do many correction , hand pain , and thn , it was CD lesson ... dead bored ... so so so sleepy ! D: thn af tschool , stayed back till 0315 for geography remedial ... had an surprise text from [-insertname-] but do uue think i care ? hahas .. cheyy !! :D thn , went home , changed and bathe , and off to compass to meet my feelow frinds agn , to study ! (: and thn till 5 plus , XinPing left , and left me May & [-someone-] thn , May accompnay me go buy food and im off home ! (: hahas .. went my dad shop agn , fell asleep there .. awsomeee! woke me up at 9 plus and went home ... thn  im here posting ! hahas . im sleeping early today agn (: tml is friday ! and and ... 5 more day to exam !!! D: D:

♥ ; i will wait very patiently no matter what nothing can obstruct me ! (:

ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;

Buhbye Readers !(:

Th day when we were a child , no problems , no nothing ... ♥

free from thinking ! how awsomee manzxc !

Things Girls wish Guys knew

Day 4 - Hearing th word ' i love uue ' is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful .

- uue asked yourself , i dun think im much important to uue , isnt me right ? uue asked yourself , how many time had uue siad to me 'i love uue ' ? everyday ? everyweek ? but none , its once every week !

Well Well .. i tot everything could trun out quite well , but i think i still gotta wait till th last day of exam ? :D nvm ... i will defitnatly wait ! for th sake of uue alright ? :) okayy ... well well , didnt went to school today ... due to ? th stupid ass cramps !! lols .. damn it manzxc ~ i want to go school ! lols .. well , as i didnt go to school , there is nothing for me to elaborate anyways ... hmm ... woke up at 0630 as per normal , walk out , and i sat on th floor -.- dumb right ? cos th cramp , went back room , wanted to text XinPing , but i fell asleep , till 0730 ... and thn i text her , sorry worh .. lols .. thn , woke up , tell mum i never go sch , and went back to sleep , and woke up agn at 0140 , texted may , and went to find something to eat ... aft i ate , went to studyyy ! study half way ... lalala , cramps agn , so lie down on sofa , watch tv , and texted ! lols .. damn damn lazy luh ... sorry for my short replies alties ? (: thnthn , mum came home ... thn she asked me to go down have dinner , dun have much appetite , so i didnt ate much ... hias ... thn , help my dad at shop , and went home at nine ... rest awhile , and im here posting , going to rest and sleep ealy ... i want go school !!! Exam coming && cos of himmm manzzxc ~ ><''  ♥ tml going study with May and [-insertname-] lols ! im going to be damn damn .... okayy , neverminds ! (: all i wan is to study for exam ! ^^ buhbye peeps ! (:

♥ ; All i need to do is to wait patiently ... (:

ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;

Buhbye Readers !(:

(♥) ; Every 19th !(:

Being a child is so so so much better ! ♥

when uue fall , there will be ppl to pick uue up ,

when uue cry , there will always be ppl wiping away your tears .

but now ? we can only wish for it ...

Things Guys wish Girls knew .

Day 3 - If uue like a girl , try making friends with her first . Let her get to know uue ♥

-  i know uue for so long , but i didnt know uue had fall for me ... im sorry & i kept giving uue false hope ..

okayy ! let start , last night slept late ? cant seems to fall asleep , was studying .. thn fell asleep without turning off th television -.- ohmy .. wast electricity ... nvm .. thn as usual , woke up at 0630 , thn bathe & everythin , went met XinPing they all , and went to school .. went praade square , had morning assembly , thn headed for Pe , captain ball agn at parade square , first was with E5 , thn with 1E1 .. lols .. thn aft tat , make our way back to class for math ... bored .. i slept during th second period ): thn . went see miss goh ... blah blah blah .. thn off to recess .. many ppl , lazy line-up , lazy eat ... thn finish recess off to class .. had geography ... copy copy copy ... until hand cramp -.- thn was english next ... sitational writing , and off to mother tongue ! release on time ... went compass with XinPing , May , SherYee & XueQi .. (: ate mac ... and was also like 987654321 years , we hadnt ate .. and that may , go there eat mac wing only , water cannoot dring , fries cannot eat ... haiyo ! uue uh .. hahaha ... thn went walk walk awhile and off to library to study (: thn hor thn hor ... girls .. uue know u ? haha s.. nvm ... thn we went study / study till damn no mood manzxc ! thn off with SherYee first .. we went walk walk , and off to bused home ! ^^ homed ... watch tv and ate dinner ... ate a little , no appetite .. damn it ! had cramps ): thn thn , lie on my bed to rest and watch tv until i fell asleeep ... ): hias .. woke up , saw message spam ! lols .. replied , and fell asleep woke up agn at 9 plus .. saw a message and that from uue ! ohmytian ! hahas .. but i didnt plan to reply ... and thn call me -.- lols ! nvm ... im sorry ... but i really cant alr ... but i promise i will go study with uue kaeys ? (: hias ... my stomach damn pain luh ! arghhh ! hais ... packed my things , bathe & imma off to bed early ! (: woohoo ~! lols .. damn looking forward to aft exam ... cos ... ! ><''

♥ ; I want uue back ? can I ? (: 

ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;

Buhbye Readers !(:

(♥) ; Every 19th !(:

♥ ♥ ♥

Things Guys wish Girls knew .

Day 2 - A girl cant find anything to hate about the guy she loves . Which is why it is so hard for her to get over breakups sometimes

- there's seriously nothing i can hate bout uue , i seriously cant get uue off my mind ):

Okayy ... yesterday , i waited for text and i fell asleep , but seen non .. nah .. forget it .. uue are not worth waiting ya know ? (: hmmm ... okayy , woke up at 0630 , bathe and everything , as usual .. woke up damn damn early by myself , thn went to meet up with my fellow friends (: ..hmmm ...okayy , thn went parade square , first period was Science ... blahblah blah ... all those nags again . thn was history next ... did homework ? part of it ... thn was math .. (Y) mrs soh didnt come ... relieved teacher came and gave us worksheet to do ... lazy ... thn recess , see miss goh awhile and off to recess ... lazy to eat .. kehzxc , wadever .. (: thn wad english ... lalala , did cloze passage , thn finish class , was lit , had test , and teacher start scolding and shouting agn -.- sick and tired manzxc ! ): nvm ... thn was mt .. some ****** , damn damn  !@# okayy , forget it , seriously no offence , but didnt your parent to respect others ? im not your mother , father or yr girlf , im just someone .! so uue know wads privacy ?! lols .. need me teach uue not ? seriously , wad wrong , when a guy text me ? woah ... this call flirting ? wahseh ! thn uue leh ? uue more leh .. ! ass .. plus is !#$% kehzxc ... nvm , forget it , no use talking to ppl like uue all -.- damn pissed off mznzxc ! HATEITTTC ! _|_  thn went compass with , May , XinPing & SherYee , ate KFC .. and was like 987654321 yrs, since we ate it ? kehzxc .. anyhow only .. nvm .. thn aft tat , me and may went hougang mall see bag ... lols .. thn cab homed ~ damn tired , aft tat , met mummuy agn .. went HOUGANG MALL AGAIN ! lols ... nvm ... got my spec , went to eat dinner and hmed ~ (: currently studying halfway , and that TEO ask me upload photo ,thn i have to use computer !!! argghhh ... my studying mood all GONE ! TEO ! ): ):

♥ ; i miss uue !

ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;

Buhbye Readers !(:

too dark .. Universal !! lols ..

Things Guy wish Girls knew .

Day 1 - When a girl says she's sad , but she isn't crying , it means she's crying in her heart . ♥

- totally agree with it , i told uue i was sad yesterday , but i aint crying outside , but inside ):

Okayys ! Well .. last night many things happen , and i really coudnt accept th fact , even though its short term , but its really awsomeee .. and i wouldnt forget ! uue are th best manzxc ! okayy .. last night , aft i post , i wanted to go to sleep , but instead , my sister ask me weather want go resort world there walk walk anot , thn i say anyhthing (: cos her husband wanted to go casino .. lols .. and off we went , otw there , we saw th F1 racing , but a little view of it only .. thn thn , went there , walk wlak , played water .. lols .. thn wen a shop "candylicious" is damn awsomeee okayy ! bought many sweets and chocolate , we can choose th own coulr we like for m7m chocolate ! woah .. i bought it , but have to wait till i recover thn eat .. sad much ): and i also bought a long long tube , where uue can ownself fill it with any sour flavour they provide , and i also have to wait till i recover first ): ): sad much... on our trip there , they is much thing happeining btwn me and ♥ , preety sad ya know ? dun wish to say .. hias .. and i actually made him angry ?! im seriously sorry manzxc ! i guess i can stil trust uue .. i know uue still love me ♥ , so do i alrighttt ? (: hahas .. fine dun wish to say , we chat till midnight and fell asleep , but i believe not cos of yr parents , but someone else ... hias .. nvm .. okayy , today morning , being woke up by mum ! im feeling damn awsomeee .. cos my headache and flu and cough is gone ! left with slight fever ... (: how awsomeee ... thn some unknown number text me .. thn i ask who ... lalala .. some blahblahblah guys .. so chatted .. but seriously ,not in th mood , thn i was ask to go my neighbour so called goodfriend , where i go hari rayeh with them every year in th past , is so damn awsomeee uue know ? but it seems that im quite busy nowaday , and our distant drifted , thn their parents , invited me and my family to her sister wedding at th void deck , so we attended ... woah .. many ppl worh .. aft we ate , thn we waited for th bride and bridemate to come ... watch awhile and off we went ! hahahas . tired much ... reach home ... thn off to compass with mummy ! hahas ... went shopping ... thn eat dinner ... pizza hut (Y) ... thn off home (: hahas .. thn doing my things , wtch F1 live on tv , thn doing my homework ... hahas .. sleeping early ... today ... nights peep .. (:

it seems its  isnt easy to forget uue too , whyy must uue give me so much to remember , but i seriously must thank uue for cheering me up during these time (: iloveuue manzxc ! wun be forgotten ♥

♥ ; iloveuue

ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;
Buhbye Readers !(: 

(♥) ; 19th September 2010 - 2020hrs !(:

♥ ; Uue made me cry agn and agn , getting hurt agn and agn ,

if uue shall made this desision , im speecless ..

wad i could do , is just let uue go ... im sorry ):

Maybe , today just isnt my day ... hias ... how i wish i could just end my life now , feeling so horrible & terrible !! argghh ! first , last night , midnight , my fever suddenly went up till damn high , my parents chua tio , actually wanted to go hospital , but end up went 24 hour clinic , went to take my injection and off home to rest , thn woke up damn early , cos i cant sleep , vehh xinku , replied ♥ text , he woke up at around 1 plus , thn he text me , by th time , im alr outside ): mum bought me out .. i say dun wan , but she say just go , so i follow , thn went cut hair ! damn it .. its getting worst , but i think this time round was much more better thn tat ime , wanted to rebond , but i feel so sick , scared awhile cannot take it les ... so rather not ... arghh , feeling so sick .. thn recieve a msg from ♥ , and my mood totally ruin .. so i stay calm .. it okayy if he dosent text me ! hahahas . thn went celebrate my Uncle's birthday , went to eat sakura. .. damn it ! i have no appetite , damn waste money , thn didnt text ♥ , all the way until im home ... thn out of a sudden i feel like studying , so i went to study , thn i suddenly recieved a text from ♥ , a damn shocking one ... thnthn , im seriously speechleess , if wad uue say is true , thn good for uue , but uue better not lie to me ... nvm .. uue slowly think about it and tell me ... argghh ... my fever went up agn ... wtf ? hias .. i seriously hate this feeling manzxc ! ): feeling so damn terrible now ... icantfuckingcontrolmytears ! ): awww ... i wan go rest ahd stop all those thinking alr !! buhbye peeps ! ):

ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;

Buhbye Readers ! (:

All AhMa's Grandchildren (:

" if uue do trust , uue do love "

thanks for trusting me (:

hmmm ... okayys , last night , i slept early , i wasnt feeling well tooo .. hias .. text ♥ and and , he sleep much more earlier thn me ... wadever luh .. (: hahas .. thn i slept at 11 instead of 10 , im sorry ♥ (: thnthn , i had difficuties sleeping , keep waking up in th middle of th night , cause i cant breath ): damn ! thn i woke up veehh early , went to bathe , watch tv , and got ready to go out ... met my fellow friends , im feeling so damn Xinku luh ): arggh ... shouldnt have gone to school , lols .. cos of someone ! i need to go school .. moral support ! (: hahaha .. thn reached school , went parade square , thn went back class , for lesson, was english , thn went com lab ... argh , stupid "kitten" damn hate him manzxc ! so damn no manners ! -.- ewww .. hate him ! thn went back class , had mucis MCQ test ! and and , i dunno how do every question .. i see which answer sutible thn i just write down thn answer !! (: hahas ... thn was science next , had test too ^^ lols .. i didnt know how to do too ... sad much ! thn went to see Miss Goh , and off to recess ... aft recess, went hall assemble for MrLeong farewell ! (: Awsomeee ... but quite bored ): ): hias ... thn dissmissed , text ♥ (: went compass with SherYee, ShiTing & XueQi , thn they say , they wan go hougang point , thn i took bus home agn -.- arggh ! nevermind , not feeling quite well , so reached home , replied ♥ text , thn he told me he wasnt in th mood , so didnt wan to disturb him (: hias ... sad much uh ! ): hias ... thn went to sleep till 5 plus , woke up use com ... feeling so xinku now ... hiayo ... boy uh ! dun sad luh ... cheer up manzxc ! hais .. i will be waiting for your text manzxc ! ^^ hope i can get well before exam barh ... hahaha .. needa rest naos ! (: buhbye !! ♥ ; i miss uue mannzxc ! love uue ttm ~ (:

♥ ; Miss uue manzxc ! (:

ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;

Buhbye Readers !(:

(♥) ; 19th September 2010 - 2020hrs ! (:

omg ! i look so kuku ! XD ! ...

" You seems like my everything , without uue , there wun be me ! "

♥♥

Firstly ! i think im getting sick soon !!! ): im having sorethroat and fever! ohmytian ): whyy now , ? exam coming les !! ): okayy ... nvm ... woke up today at 0645 .. damn tired today , feeling head deamn pain but still must go school for ♥ sake ... lols .. expect to see his message in th morning ... but he didnt ... nah ... forget it , so went to school .. thn met my fellow friends first , thn headed to school .was early , so walked 1 big round , thn went parade square , hahas ... aft tat , went com lab for ipw .. bored bored bored !!! eeeww .. im feelingh so damn xinku at that time ): awww .. thn went back for english aft tat ... thn aft english , went to see miss goh , awhile , thn went recess , thn went assemble .. haiyo .. dun wan elaborate ... thn went back for science , thn tat Lai kpkb agn ... blah blah blah... thn was math .. so relexing , onnce in a lifetime ! thn was lit ... did much copying agn ): sad worh ... thnthn , was cd lesson ... mrs soh .. did all she have to do, and let us do our thing alr .. thn i walk in and out of th class ... nothing to do ): ): my throat starting to feel damn pain luh ! thn homed ! while walking out of school saw ♥ .. he talked to me .. nono , he appeared infront of me suddenly , thn i chua tio ! hahahas , lalala .. sot ! >< so embarrassing manzxc ! thn i ask ♥ whyy didnt reply my text last night , he said he was sleeping -.- lols .. nvm .. thn i went back to find my mum , and ask daddy to make medicine for me .. cos i dun wan to fall sick ! ohmytian ! thn uue know wad ? he give me eat th bitter bitter medicine ! ohmytian ! thn aft tat , me and mummy went hougang mall make spec , aww .. they said my degree increasse ..and uue know wad ?? th person say i need wear spec everyday ... lols .. sot ! ... i look so so so damn ..... when i wear spec manzxc ! thn ♥ went for his traiiing , thn i didnt text him les ... well well .. thn went eat , and homed ! haha . reached home , bathe and fall asleep , ♥ text meee ! awsomeee ! thn i replied his text los ... thn i think he studying ? hmmm .. i dunno , thn im now posting , aft tat , i wan go study ^^ haha ... imma good gurl manzxc ! buhbye people ! i will miss ya !

i miss uue ! ♥

ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;

Buhbye Readers !(:

(♥) ; 19th September 2010 - 2020hrs ! (:

" I dun wanna walk alone .. "

So i need uue to walk mith me ♥.

Okayy ! Last night all those text were so cold -.- nah ... forget it , lalala .. uue know wad ? i dun give a damn ^^ thn thn ... watch my show watch half way , i fell asleep ): sad uue know ? nvmmmm ... thn thn , morning , i woke up at 0630 , went to bathe , dry my hair , change and went to meet my fellow friends... (: hahas . thn , first , we had art , we need do drwing , but i was busy doing Mr Leong de levaing gift ? lols -.- nah .. wad a waste of time... thn was math next ... dead tired ): thn went to see Miss Goh , thn off to recess ... lalala , thn assemble in parade square agn , damn damn hot ! ): thn thn , went for DnT , did another work piece using cardboard this time ! and uue know wad ? i did my "sotong" again ! thn thn , we we went back class for history lesson .. well well .. as per normal , dismissed late agn ! ): awww ... thn went canteen to complete my "artefact" for MrLeoong (: lols .. before that i saw ♥ ... hahas .. thn Yoey came find me , and we went to meeting .. lols .. for 10 mins only ?! WTf waste my time ): thn went home ... awwww ... dammn tired ):  thn went to sleep los .. thn May spam call me , XinPing also spam call me ): lols .. thn i recieved ♥ text , he said he is sorry ?! ... ohhhh .. i really wonder whyy , hahas . VIOLENTASS !  ♥. kick me on my leg and i almost fell down th stairs ): ... thn thn , okayy , so great uh ? Since 1610 hrs , ♥. hadnt replied my message ? lols .. i wonder what happen , but seriously , if  ♥. tml never tell me th reason , he comfirm get it from me de ): .. hahaha ... nvm ... forget it .. i wan to sleep alr ): waiting for ♥.text is so damn tiring ): damn hate th feeling , no use keep waiting , when i know uue would not reply ! ): ): argggh !!!
sometimes , i may control , sometimes i may not , pls dun go overboreed okayy ! i really had enough of uue alr .. uue shows your true colour alot of time , pls dun comment on others okayy ! uue are no better ... at least i can keep everything to  myself , secrets , feeling , emotion .. seriously , dun blame me when uue lose something important ... (:
ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;
Buhbye Readers ! (:

(♥) ; 19th September 2010 - 2020hrs !(:

" uue doesnt even give a damn to me ! "

dun claim that uue are my boyfriend ! )': damn hurting uue know ? ): 

okayys .. hello humans ! im back to posting agn (: hmmm .. okayy .. how great .. last night was waiting for ♥ message ! but comfirm fall asleep alr ): thn i just went to sleep los .. hais ... ): sad sad .. nah... it okayy , im use to it alr .. thn thn , mornig ♥ text me , normally at 0706 but i tot he wun text alr , thn he surprisingly text me at 0715 (: nah ... forget it .. so i just went to school los ... (: nono .. i went to met XinPing & gang ! hmmm ... thn walked to school ... reached school saw May & ShiTing (: thn went parade square ... lalala ... first period was PE , ran outside for half round , and thn , went back school to play captain ball ... weee ~ ! firstly , we played against , our own self , thn aft tat , we played wuth E5 thn 1T8 ... lols .. got a gurl damn drama , damn funny .. i laugh till my stomach damn piain -.- lols .. aft tat , we went back for math lesson, i did my math re-test (: thn was recess , went to see miss goh .. blah blah ... damn bored .. tml got meeting ... ): eeeee ... hevent do wad dumb dumb thing for mr leong ): nah ... it okayy .. thn aft recess , was geograpy , thn lit thn mother tongue ... awww .. damn damn tird luh ): aft school stayed back for oral awhile , thn went to eat with May , XinPing , & Adeline ! (: lols .. and and , when walkng out ♥ talked to me manzxc ! kehzxc ... nvm nvm ... im just crazy ... lalala .. thn went compass ate long john , actually i wanted to eat , but i dun have enough money -.- neh ... its okayy , thn aft tat , XinPing & Adeline went for training , and i folloe May to buy mooncake and went to MaySoh house ! lols .. thn watch tv awhile , we decide to go buy ice-cream and go my house eat , thn we went buangkok there de 7-11 find , but dun have , so went NTUC buy ^^ hahaha .. thn went my house .. lols .. my sister go steal my ice - cream eat ... hahas .. hagen - daz !! (: lols .. thn  thn , i show my sister "her" photo , compared to XinPing , she said XinPing more pretty ! hor May ? hor ?? (: hahaha .. thn thn , May suddenly sot agn ... thn i accidentally elbow her head .. thn she went to complain to her "darling" !! lols .. thn later she went to elbow my nose ! wtf ? damn damn pain , i ketp sneezing .. lols .. thn went she left , i carried my lil niece down , to send May to bus stop , thn i went home .. lols .. thn thn , i ate dinner , and im here posting ^^ hahas .. and im tired now , i wan to sleep alr ! night night ♥ Buhbye peeps ! (:

thanks for your care and concern ♥

ShiXuannn's Darlinggg ;

BuhBye Readers ! (:  

(♥) ; 19th September 2010 ; 2020hrs

I wish i could Rest In Peace -.-

" I may be strong sometime , but there are at times where im weak . "

dun always think im stong , pls , im also human ! can uue all shtop being such a dog ?!?!

hias ... when will exam come and end ? im seriously damn lazy to studyyy ): im dying soon ! awww .. hias ... no matter wad , we must always perservere ! >< lols ... last night , slept before 12 , cool right ? lols .. ♥ asked me to sleep early , must listen ! imma a good gurl .. neh ... crap , today woke up danm early , also dunno whyy , thn went to bathe , i took my time ... lols .. i was expecting ♥ message but dun have , hahas , its okayy ! thn went to meet XueQi , cos XinPing wan go meet someone ... lols ! thn walk to school with XueQi , meet SherYee outside , walk in and saw him ! ohmytian ! hahas . nvm nvm ... thn went wait for XinPing , at water cooler , damn long luh ! -.- , thn we walk straight to parade square .. asemble , thn went back class for lesson , dunno which fucking dog ! fucking kuku ! love my table so much is it ?! always push fall my table -.- .. FML ! _|_ wadever luh ! ass ... damn fucking hate ppl with 5 years old IQ ! grow up luh ! was science first ... thn was history & maths ... lols .. woah .. for math test , i got th fomular and answer , but end up , keep deducting marks end up left 3 marks out of 11 -.- damn it ! thn went see miss goh .. talk to us awhile and we were dismissed ! (: awsomeee !  woah .. ♥ send me a message which is so distruptive ): damn it luh ... make me almost cry ! but it was just a prank ! lols .. i wish uue wun do it again alright ? (: damn hurting ): thn went parade square assemble after recess , th weather waas damn hot agn ... bbq alr luh ): thn went back class , was english , literature , thn mother tongue ... lalalala . aft school went compass eat .. neh .. lazy elaborate , thn went home damn early , sister damn shock agn ... ask me whyy so early reach home ... awww ... and my lil niece is waiting by th door for me .. how sweet worh ! (: thn went back my room , waiting for ♥ text until i fell asleep ): awww .. so sorry manzxc ! thn woke up , replied text , on com , thn was ask to eat dinner ... thn finish eating , text ♥ , thn he sae wan go do something , thn 1 hour later , ♥ text me back ... thn now long ago , ♥ said he not in a good mood , dun wanna text , but not long ago , change his mind agn -.- lol .. dun think too much luh .. cheer up manzxc ! i will always be there for uue alright ? (: ♥

at times , i may be really strong at th outside , but at the inside , im shattered into million pieces ): aww .. uue really hurted me damn much manzxc !

Be my supermannn ♥

ShiXuannn's Darlingg ;

Buhbye Readers ! (:

(♥) ; 19thSeptember2010 . 2020hrs !

♥ You are really my everything ..

its my second post , there is really sometime i wanted to say ...

so this bout my dedication so some ppl , hate keeping it to myself (: hahas .

" Love is hard to explain , uue can never stop yourself if uue really that person .. "

and uue know wad ? i think i had fall for uue !

to someone : lols . i think only when uue read thn uue know who uue are , 3 months ago , somthing happen , and uue knew bout it , so uue text me and chat with me to offer me with your help ... im really touched ... (: thanks .. uue confessed , i reject , uue smile to me and say its okayy , yes , i cried , cos i know how uue feel ... time passes , many things hapen , your good point and bad point are seen by me , i tried forgiving and forgetting bout everything , but there is still something i cant forget ... how uue lied to me , uue treating me good , i know , i can see ... but when that person text me dosent mean i klike him right ? i stop being frens with uue not cause of him ! i text him one day only okayys ! pls stop it .. im really damn pissed off alr .. hais ... thanks for cheering me up when im sad , thanks for making me smile when i cry , thnaks for being with me when i need uue ... all th best in everything , i believe there are still many girls out there so much better thn me alrught ? im sorry , i think we cant continue alr ... ): sorry . ♥ (thanks for your carebear ! )

tobatmannn : maybe , at first , i thought it would hard for me to forget uue aft all those memories uue gave me .. but uue know wad ? im wrong ... i told uue i had change , but uue dosent believe , and i was told uue were playing my feeling only .. damn hurt uue know ?! hais .. im really numb by all those hurting alr .. i dun remember everything tat we done and we gone to ... uue are my worst memories .. but i shill need to thanks uue for the 1st 2 month uue have gave me ... really appreciated , forget uue and move on with someone who can give me wad i wan , treat me like their everything ! ♥ sorry for everything , for the sake of my best fren i will have to forget everything bout uue ! (:

toallmygreatestfrens : especially XinPing , May & many more ... being there by me when im in doubt , and give me support when i need some , making my laugh and smile with them when im sad , wipe my tears away and telling me everything would be fine ... thanks gurls ! greatly appreciated ♥♥

toass ! (: : thanks for cheering me up 5 days ago , when something i didnt wish to happen actually happen ... thanks alot , uue actually manage to make me smile , i shall let uue lit up my pathway and lead me through (: thankthank alot .. i will stay strong .. (: ily ♥

life is really hard to predict , sometimes uue wish things would never happen , ,but it still happen in the end .. i manage to hold back my tears , while thinking back and typing , but aft i re-read everything , i still cant control my tears ... im really sorry , i cant stay strong everytime , there is always time we will be weak ... (':

Thanks for reading readers ... i will be fine soon (':

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I wonder whyy this take so damn long to upload -.- hahas .

hey humans ! last night i slept at 0430 just to accompany someonee , good right ??!  but thn hor ... when i kept falling asleep that person must call me to wake me up .. sad much right ?! lols .. nvm nvm .. (: hahas . thn today , was being woke up at 11 plus , thn went to bathe and everytihng, mummy told me was attending a wedding ceromony , but end up is my cousin 1 year birthday party .. lols . went to hire for a taxi , and bout 30 mins later , taxi came ... and is tat kind of damn expensive taxi , but no choice , rushing , so we boared th taxi and headed to newton ... went to her condo ... it is so damn awsomeee ! ♥ i love it , th moment i step in , th lobby waas like officfe llidat , thn went up to 6 floor , it was a pool side party ! and damn damn awsomeee ! how i wish i could stay there ... hahas .. comfirm damn expensive des , thn aft tat , wanted to go united square shopping , cos beside only , but grandma following us home & my lil niece is sleepy , lols ... and adn , i went into th baby pool woth her & im all wet -.- how great .. ♥ text me ? lols .. reply slowly , cos im busyyyy ! hahas . thn awhile later , about 0345 lidat , we call cab , and cab home ... lols .. they cater th food is damn disgustin luh -.- lols nvm ... thn , im home now ... lols , ♥ is proberly busy now ?nah ...  dun care , im going out with mummy agn soon ... (: hahas ,,, buhbye peeps ! i will update soon (:

wads wrong with uue ? did i offend uue ? well , i think uue always think uue are right , thn im always wrong ... when uue said something hurting bout me , i just kept quiet and pretend nothing happen , but when i said uue something not that offensive , thn i get curse -.- wtf luh ! damn hate uue !

hias ... so many family problem ... i really dun wish to have this kind of things happening uue know ? ): whyy must our family fall apart ? whyy ?? whyy others can live happily but i cant ? hias ... but im also actually the biggest cause in all those  ... im feeling so guilty ... they didnt left me , cos i was only 2 that time , they think now im much more independent enough so they ask me for th choice ! hias .. thn , if tat day , i didnt went to tell my mum what happen , my mum and older sister wun fall aprt , they didnt even talk when they saw each other just now ... damn guilty uue know ?? ):

but daddy , would uue just change for th sake of me ?? sometime , i dun even wish to stay at home uue know ? even though its my hme ! my cousin is damn fucking guai lan luh ! not even his house , wherreever i go in th hse he would scold me and curse me , if i scold back , we will start fighting , which i always lose to him -.- thn when i tell ny parents bout this , i always th wrong one , and they always help him ... wtf ? sometime how i wish im not in this family, feel like running out of hme , and dun wish to stay home all the time , whenever im at home , i go inside my room and lock myself inside until dinner time or wadever .. and only goes out when nessesary ... hias .. i hate it ttmttc ! )':

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Buhbye readers ! ♥

Jasmineee & ShiXuannn ♥

" Sometimes , not everything can forgive and forget ... "

pls be yourself alright ?!

Hmmm ... okayys , im starting to get bored so i shall post now , actually wanted to post at night aft i come home (: but i shall do it now .. alright , lets start (: erm ... woke up at 7 plus , went to bathe and use come , thn 8 plus , went out meet someone ... thn 2 ~ 3 hour , im homed ! just nice , mum went out , so went home to sleep , thn about 12 plus , (♥) texted me , thn i replied , thn ♥ reply damn damn slow , i fell asleep agn , thn 2 plus woke up , saw ♥ text me 4 time , but i didnt reply , still missed call me ... thn i woke up and said sorry .. hahas .. thn im awake ! due to th revonation upstairs ! damn damn noisy -.- plus those quarrelling outside my room -.- ... damn noisy los .. thn turn on comuter and use , thn im hungry , so ask mum to cook for me ! she actually cooked nuggets for me only ... 20 over , thn she expect me to eat finish all -.- , but i ate  only , jiu cannot finish alr .. hias ... thn went to play wit my lil niece ♥ hahas ... thanks for making me smile agn , i really love uue manzxc ! hahas . thn went back my room to revise my work .. and now , im watching tv , plus blogging & texting ♥ , and and ♥ just work uppp ! (; 3 hours didnt reply my message .. nvm nvm .. hahas // must be damn tired aft studying too .. thn thn now hes out .. and adn , im going out at night too ♥ hehehehe // i think i gotta go get ready alr .. (: buhby peeps (:

Something , when uue do something wrong , uue will allways try every ways to change , but instead , uue didnt change , but uue did it agn , you just dunno what is love , when uue do something worng , uue should not give all kind of excuse saying uue are not worng , and kept argueing , but instead uue should just say sorry , when something did not happen before , dun lie agn telling me all th false fact ! its damn irritating luh .. now uue cuse th trouble , there is no way , i can ever forgive uue alr ... im sorry , i think everything just end today , right now ! . you know yourself ! fml ...

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Buhbye Reders ! (:

" now , i seriously believe love at the first sight "

cos im being struck ! (: ♥

kaey . fine .... (♥) is currently busyyy ! (:  lols .. nonono ... a few minutes ago , he just text me back ! Wow ! how Awsomeee manzxc ! (: imma happy ! (: hehehehe ... okayys . just hope he doesnt fall asleep while texting me tonight agn ^^ hahaha .. okayys . lets start ... today woke up late agn ... cos yesterday i slept late , and i couldnt wake up today ... sad uh ... ); thn woke up , quickly do my things and went doen to meet my precious friends ! >< '' lols .. sorry im late today agn ... reach school .. well , quite early today .. thn went assemble , thn aft tat , went to see miss goh cos she say today no nid go meet her ... thn thn , went back class ... uue know wad i saw ?!?! forget it , dun wanna say ><'' thn , was english first , went through compo .. thn read reader digest , thn next was science ... teacher didnt comeee ! hahas . thn , didnt do worksheet , but watch ppl downstairs play handball .. lols . so damn violent -.- nvm .. thn didnt see miss goh , so went for recess ,,, thn aft recess , was mother tongue , by th time , it was pouring outside ... thn had mother tongue test .. complete compre (: lols . aft that geography , teacher actually release us early ! lols ... not really early , but on time (: thn , went compass with XinPing & May to eat ... ate banquet , they ate , i didnt (: haha . thn went lrt to slack .. until 4 plus , lols ... blahblahblah ... something unplesent happen .. hais ): it okayys , we can understand ^^ thn i went home , actually wanted to go out , but didnt ... Hey ! im rally sorry uh ): i didnt know i would be home so early , thn i didnt went to meet uue , and we were like 1 bus away only .. sorry .. meey up soon alright ? (: thn thn , waiting for (♥) text now ... lols . i bet (♥) is eating uh .. or bathing ? lols .. i dudnooo .. nvm nvm , i go have my dinner first , buhbye peeps ! (:

(♥) ; Always w/ uue ? goodgood fren ! thanks for making me smile ! <3 appreciatted ^^

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" Even when im on my worst , i still put on the smile everyday .. "

thanks for making me smile :>

Im super duper tired now okayy ! i stayy up just to text someone -.- sorry i fell asleep (: short post ahead ^^ Hmmm ... kehzxc , today woke up late agn .. lols ... i done my thing thn quickly went to meet peeps ! thn thn , reach there saw SherYee & XueQi only , thn we slowly walk , thn XinPing caught up with us (: thn reach school , assemble ... thn , aft tat , was ipw , went library , do dunno wad stupid thing , which i dunno how do th last few part ? ... wadever .. thn aft tat , went back class for english lesson , did situational writng ... thn was recess next , see miss goh , recess cut ! 10 mins ): sad // went canteen , didnt eat agn (: lalala .. thn went paradw square assemble damn hot luh , thn aft tat , went back for lesson , was science .. bored , thn maths next , and thn literature , and finally cd lesson , had our math test and thn , we left at 2 ! went change and meeet at 0230 , bused down to PeiHwa Sec , pathetic right ? no school transport , thn bus down , reache there change & i saw Cherine Darl ♥ thn , went for our warm up , when coach came , we started our match ... (: lols .. i actually did playy today ! and i actually scord today too ... hard to believe , all thanks to YanPing's ♥ Awsome pass ! thanks alot .. hahas .. aft that , when th boys were playing , Cherine Darl ♥ came to accompany me (: and we talk talk ... hahas , thanks for staying back , just to watch our match ! thanks alot uh ... ♥

Seriously , wad wrong with uue guy ? sick in th mind ?im seriously sick and tired luh ... -.- forget it .. im always wrong , uue are always correct kaeys ? happy .. _|_

Loves cant be trusted ...

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BuhBye Readers !(:

We are Awsomeee :D ! ♥

" You are th super worst guy i have ever seen ! "

i hate uue ttm ttc ! ><

okayys , lets start ? today , woke up @ 0645 , went to wash up , thn thn , toilet were all occupy ): damn ... im moodless today ... so i used th toilet at 0705 , i took a quick bathe , and tie my hair , done by 0715 , thn quickly pack my thing , lols . damn late liao , thn i ran down , but end up , XinPing they all left les ... thn i walk alone tto school ): lols .. thn saw them at outside 1N7 waiting for me ? i dunno (: thn went parade square to assemble (: alright , first period was Art , teacher didnt came , so we draw about our fantasy (: i drew micky & minnie in disneyland ?? lols . i know damn lame -.- nvm .. thn thn , was maths , damn bored ): lols .. thn see miss goh ... alright ? recess time was cut down by 15 mins -.- thn aft recess , went back classroom .. thn , was D&T , went com lab do th thingi ? thn aft tat , went back class for History .... bored bored ... release late ? lols .. aft school .. *skip skiip * went ssp @ 3 plus at 1E2 classroom .. alright .. ! i was doing my work at fisrt ... thn aft tat , i start walking around and i wasnt doing my work alr (: (: hahaha . went out of school at 5 plus , went bubble tea shop ... lalala .. im busy thinking of something myself , thn they say i emo-ing , cos im sitting far away from them -.- thn went home at around 6 plus , reached home , went my sister room to see if my little niece was at home , but today , she didnt laugh and smile like normal , she kept crying instead ... and i somehow feel like cring too ): ): sad uue know ? hais ... thnhn , i went to my room , thn kept thinking , thn now using computer , watch televison and texting th violent guy & that kuku guy (: (: i have no appetite to eat ... ):

Whyy do uue seriouly make me hate uue so damn much ? Whyy ? i cant bare to hate uue too , but now i really must , i really didnt know wad i do wrong to uue ya' know ? im th one who gave up so many things just for uue ! and thn uue accuse me that im th one flirting , im the one who dun love -.- i think uue are th one luh ! im seriously not a toy for uue to play , if uue really dun like me tell me luh , there are manny ppl outside waiting luh ! ><''

sometimes , i think that being single i so much better ... so uue guys , stop all those , cos my answer to uue all will always be no :D really sorry if i said words that really hurted uue all :D Sorryyyyyyy ... ♥

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Awsome :D ! ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

" Once in a while , right in the middle of an ordinary life , love give us a fairytale . "

i really dunno if our fairytale could continue ♥

okayys , lets start , today woke up at 0655 , almost late , thn i quickly do my things and off to meet XinPing & XueQi ... off to school .. assemble , and off to class , first lesson was Pe .. plyed captain ball , first we played with 2e5 , thn aft tat played with 1e1 ... aww ... i cannot run so catch ball only (: hahas .. was sweating like hell ! & im wearing uniform -.- nvm nvm ... thn aft tat , went buy water and off to class ..maths was next .. hias , bored bored bored .. i dun even think i can cope with maths los ): scared i would fail .. thn thn , went to see ms goh ... thn recess . thn was geography next , copy down notes till hand damn pain .. kuku .. hahas . thn thn , was english and thn mother tongue , did compo .. i have no idea wad ti write , so just anyohow write ... aft school , everyone had cca , thn only left me and May , i going out with mummy , so May said she going home , cos her mum got cook . lols .thn went home bathe and change , thn went clarke quay w/ mummy , she say she wans to eat sticky , haha .. so cute .. thn , no more flavour , so we made orders , thn buy more thn 1 kg .. AWSOME ! :D ♥ thn , aft tat , took bus down to bugis , went shopping and bought clothes (: and walk till leg pain . damn tired and sleepy , aft tat , took bus , thn change to mrt and homed ! reached home , lied on th floor to watch tv and i fell asleep ^^ thn slept from 7 plus till 10 plus , thn someone went to spam call me ! lols 10 miss call .. wow , how great , woke up , called back , thn talked awhile , lols .. thn someone texted me .. lols . say he bored .. lalalas , i m tired , and im sleeping soon (: nights nights guys/peeps/human ! ♥

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Awsomeee ! :D

okayys , lets start , today woke up at 0630 , bathe and everything , and uu eknow wad ? my teo th secoond one got no feeling at all , but it hurts alot ): i changed th plster aft i bathe , thn aft tat , couldnt waer sch shoe , actually wanted to wear slipper , but on second thought , i didnt wan to (: nvm nvm ... thn off to meet frens (: and off to school , lesson as per normal , Science , history , maths , see miss goh , recess , assemble , english , lit and mother tongue ... blah blah ... aft school went for training ... wad a torture to my toe ): hias ... many ppl keep stepping on it , dunno whyy , when im injured they steped , when im not , they didnt -.- kehzxc , wadever , thn went home , i see it starting to bleed ... awwww ... it painful you know ? ): actually tml wanted to waer slipper , but on second thought agn , i decide not to (: since tml also no training ?? im getting so sick and tired of trainings ): its a touture , and so damn tiring .. keh keh ... i reached home , i immediatly lied on my floor and fell asleep (: awsome ... thn my cousin damn fucking noisy , damn angry , walk out and slap him -.- knn , ppl wan sleep peacefully also cannot ... th week where uue all were in malaysia were like PEACE ! ass , uue all should not have come back...

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Buhbye Readers !

You are always my smile , but i think , not for long ...

" Uue are too awsome for me "

ily :D

helleooo humans ! (: hahahah ... erm ... today is a bored , painful , tired and fun day ! ): lols ... okokay , i will tell uue th reason along th ways ^^ hmmmm ... the reason im bored is cos , i today actually woke up at 3 plus and actually i was suppose to wake up at 11 , as i had a sleepless night last night , which cos me to cant go plaza sing , which me and my mummy plan to go yesterday , as it was quite late and she gotta come back early (: soooo , its smehow quite bored ... and and ... on friday , when we went to sentosa , i hurted my second toe nail , but despite th injury , i still continue playing in th sea , and it cause infection and cause it to be swollen ): thn i dunno wad stupidsmellydumbdumb medicine to cause it to hurt so damn fcuking much ): *ouch* it hurts all the way from i go out until now ): hias .. i wonder how i wear school shoe tml ... therefore , tats whyy i say its painful day ! ): tired ? lols ... last night , i used com till 4 or 5 plus thn i went to sleep , thn i was force to wake up early today , cos my mummy afraid i cant sleep tonight (: lols ... so im so tired ! (: okay ... uue know whyy is it fun ? lols .. cos i actuallyinamillionyearonceinalifetime helped my father at his shop ^^ lols .. fun ... didnt take money from them , cos im not so bad , their hard earn money , i helped them cos they are busy ^^ lols ...im a GOODGURL :D  just now went rivervale mall , saw XinPing & Ben.S and at compass saw TaiWee and Ben.A (: hais ... so now ... im going off to pack my sch bag , iron my uniform ... and and ... sleeeep earllyy tonght ~! (: hahas . Buhbye !

i dun wish to go sch , cos i dun wish to see uue , im afraid i cant control myself  ):

"SOMEONE" ; you know wad ? im really speechless , even though i told uue how i felt bout uue , but uue have no reaction to it , i told uue you are not my type , i dun like uue , but uue smile to me and say its okayy , uue would wait ... hais .. so guilty , dun wanna see uue lidat ): and i didnt mean to say all those too ):

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Buhbye Readers ! (:

I cant see my eyeee ! :D

" To love is nothing , to be loved is something , to love and to be love is everything "

if uue only love me , but i dosent , means we does not fit to be tgt . so sorry (:

okayy , lets start (: today , i woke up at 3 plus (: Vehh late right ? i know i know (: Pigg ! lols ... woke up replyed text and mummy ask me wake up eat lunch w/ my aunty , cos mummy cookking ... so woke up and eat ... blur blur ... lols .thn used com , thn eat , aft eating , went back to use com agn , and thn , aft tat , went to watch tv ... from 4 plus till 7 plus , thn mummy say going punggol park there , lols .. " my house " ... went to eat western food (: aft eating , went walk 1 round and thn aunty send us home .. hahas ... today super duper boring , school going reopen soon ): dun wish to go sch , need wake up early , have so much homework , got cca ... lols .. wadever .. damn many hatred about school ^^ no choice .. hahas .. nvmind ... tats all for today , i wanna go watch my television alr .. waiting for text (: " awsome" lols -.- Buhbye , i will post agn tml (:

And and uue know wad ? yesterday at sentosa i hurted my leg in de sea , and and , aft i kept playing in th sea when my leg is still bleeding , cause it so be swollen now -.- lols ..

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Buhbye Readers ! (:

TODAY WAS AWSOMEEE !

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY RACHEL SOH !

HOPE-ED UUE ENJOYED YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY ^^

Hey awsomee ppl ! hows today ??(: hahas .. well , i enjoyed myself ! Wee ~~! today was super awsomeee ! okok ... lets start .. woke up at 10 today (: went to bathe , and dress up , and off i  go , went out early to meet them (: went compass , thn met them at value shop ^^ hmmm ... okok , thn bought things and went off , thn i also knew that most of the ppl cannot make it .. aww , sad indeed , nevermind , th 6 of us actually enjoyed our self damn much ! (: so , there are only , Me , Zoey , Yoey , Rachel , Jasmine & PeiRou ^^ lols ... wa walked around sengkang until 1 plus , thn we headed down to vivo city (: and we went to buy ticket ,& we took shutter bus to SENTOSA ! Awsomeee !! && we all realise today there are damn many mama kerling ... and they are soooo scary , they keep staring at us .. hahas ... when we reahed , we walk all th way to palawan beach ? yupp yupp .. thn we find a good spot and settled down , but it started to drizzeled ... but we continue playing .... off we gooo ~~~ ~! Weee ~!! thn thn ... we played volley ball & many things ^^ we buried RACHEL in th SAND !! hahas .. she loved it ... many candit shot by PeiRou , thanks uh ! hahaha ... lols .. we played till like 4 plus , and off we went , to bathe ... lols ... we enjoyed ourslef in th toilettt !! lols .. -.- thn aft tat , went back & pack our thing and off to harbourfront center for dineer !!! KFCCC ! >< thn thn , aft we finish eating , we went for our window shopping , and off we went to sky park ! * snap snap snap * photo taken ! (: and thn , Rachel , PeiRou , Jasmine left , & Me , Yoey , Zoey off to timezone ... lalala ... aft tat , we walked to Mrt .. and home-ed ! woah ... im worn off ): super tired ... i wannaaa sleep sooon (: hahah .. BuhBye ... i really enjoyed my day , hope they did too ^^

" Beginings are usually scary , endings are usually sad , but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living "

but uue dosent make me worth living , you make me feel like ending my life ! ****

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Buhbye Readers ! (:   

My wonderful Girls ^^ .

" Faith Makes all things possible . Loves makes them easy "

uue seems to make everything difficult for me ):

hmmm ... okayys , lets start (: before my 11:11 and i wanna sleep early ... tml nid wake up early ... lols . kah , wadever .. sheeh .. laets start , today woke up at 1030 , bathe & wach up , thn went to pack my bag and got ready to leave , actually wanted to leave at 1130 , but it seems so early , so drag here drag there ... keep walking in and out of the hse for many reason , thn i finally walk out of my hse and went down @ 1145 (: i take a slow stroll to sch back gate there to meet those basketball girls (: lalalas.. kehzx .. thn when everyone arrive , we set off , took 85 (: reach navel base at about 1250 , but our match was suppose to start at 0130 .. lols .. nvm , went there , wait for ppl change and we are off for our warm up , when we finish our warm up , the c - girls were up first (: lols ... congrats , the won the match , next was our turn ... blahblahblah... wasnt in a mood , lols ... my mind was not in the court ... when i wasa playing , i was thinking outher things .. blahblahblah ... dun wanna say , will make me keep thinking ): thn thn ... we lose ... aww .. its okayy girl , we sure will win our match against peihwa on this coming thursday ^^ dun worry ... hahas ... aft match , we walk to cheers , bought things , and me . Yoey , KaiYing , YiJie & Angeline took bus 965 back to Seng Kang interchange (: hmmm ... thn , they went to eat and off i went ... home ! (; lols ... reached home , quickly chiong ! ... bathe and everthing ... and cab down to plaza sing for my movie ... lols ... and and uue know wad ?!?! the taxi fare cos me $18 damn dolar ! lols .. nvm nvm ... went for my movie , " the grown up " sickening show .. so damn "dirty" luh ... but im also laughing my ass off .. damn damn funny ... i was late for that show about 20 mins ): always lidat ... nvm nvm ... thn thn , aft th show , took mrt back ^^ hmmm ... i hate tat stupid ppl tat keep give me " JIAOBIN " (: i slap him alot of time ... so poor thing uh (: ssad luh .. hahahaha ... okokay , stop all those crap ass ... and i shall sleep early , tml needa go celebrate Rachel Soh's Birtthday ... Weee ~! at sentosa ... i wannnnn go sunnn tanning !!! (: lols .. kehs .. stop th crap , buhbye peeps (: nights !

i miss my 11:11 by 3 mins ): hahaha ... BYE !

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Hey girls ! uue all are awsomeee ! (:

i somehow like my that pose ^^ *awsommee* (:

Well .. Well .. lets start at what happen just now ... hmmm ... actually wanted to take bus w/may to meet XinPing they all at compass , but end up , when i reach bus stop , may say she cab here ... thn end up , we cab to compass (: met them , thn we bused down to AMK hub , but we realise , the show starting , and SherYee & ShiTing there got not enough money to pay , we end up alighting at jalan kayu and cab down to AMk hub to meet them (: hmmmm .. thn thn , we reached there lined up to buy the ticket ^^ thn thn , after we bought the ticket , we are alr late like 20 mins , but its okayy , so we faster went in , we were like sitting at the third row , w / ShiTing , May & SherYee ... thn thn , no one is infront of us , we keep scared see things ... anyway , we watched HAUNTED CHANGI ! (: hehe .. was awsomeee ! th moment we went in , me and may were like alr freaked out , cos they suddenly shouted ... lols .. plus plus , when th other part , scared us , only like me and may shouted , so damn loud , like our house lidat .. hahas ... cos it really freaked  us outt ! SherYee does not get freaked out by the show , but was freaked out by me & may ^^ hahahas .. paiseh uh ! ><'' lols .. aft the show , we went out , discussing where to go , but XinPing gtg , so the guys accompany her , thn me , May , SherYee , shiTing , went off our self ... we walk around and think of where to go , we went downstairs buy something to eat , thn actually wan to mac eat , but no space , so went cheers to buy cocktail to drink (: hmmm ... thn thn , we waited to Shiting dad to come & fetch ShiTing & SherYee , we joke around (: hahaha ... " FREE SERVICE " lols ... damn funny , thn aft they left , me & May took cab home ... lols .. thn she droped alr , thn i droped ... ^^ hahah .. reached home , bathe , and rest awhile & here blogging ^^ buhbye ... im tired , tml got friendly match ... woah ... im so dead tired right now .. gtg .. (:

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300th Post :D // I still cant get uue off my mind ):

XueQi & ShiXuan :D

Well ... Well ... last night i had trouble sleeping ): was on th phone with [insertname] till 4 plus lidat , and i wanted to sleeeep (: was so sleepy ): hahahaha ... hmmm ... okayy .. last night , i cant sleep too ): i flip here flip there till 0430 and finally fell asleep (: i was woke up so damnnn many times in the morning .. lols .. they say it aws raining so never go -.- lols .. i was woke up at 11 , 1130 and 1230 ... lols ... thn after tat , i went back to sleep and woke up at 0330 ! lols , pigg indeed ^^ hahas . thn went to bathe , and everything ... lols .. now using computerrr and watching cartooon ! lols .. later going out at 6 to watch movie , so might not have time to posttt ! hahas .. lols .. i think go dress up first ! (: buhbye ... wait for my second post tml , or maybe tonight ^^ hahaha...

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Buhbye Readers ! :D

Thanks for making me smile during th days when im feeling down ... (: ily !

" someday everything will all make perfect sense . so for now , laugh at the confusion , smile through the tears , and keep reminding yourself that everything happen for a reason "

and i really swear i love uue ... yy must all this happen to us ? ):

hellos readers ... (: i actually slept at 0530 in da morning ... how great .. thn i woke up so damn "early" at ............ 0330 ! pro right ? hahas ... woke up reply text , some ass in the hole spam me ): ): both call and message , but too bad , my phone in silent mode ... hahas ... thn woke up im feeling so great , cos i said everything out yesterday night ... which was th previous post of my (: hahas .. thn i woke up , wash up , brush teeth , thn went to living room and sit ther watch cartoon all dayy looog ! (: hahahahaha ... lalala .. love being childish (: at TIMES only (: hmmm ... thn mummy today didnt went to work , so we went NTUC to buy food , she say she wanna cook , but instead when we went NTUC , i bought all those nonsensical things (: hahah ... until we must carry so damn much things ): hahaha ... went home , unpack & im off to watch my show (: hahaha ... damn bored luh .. aft tat , mum done with cooking , thn i ate les .. was vehh hungry , but ate a little only , cos i lose my appetite , dunno whyy ): lols .. aft tat , went down pray , as today was the last day of 7th month (: (Y) lols ... thn went home , faster bathe , and watch tv , and now posting .. && im now sneezing *ahhhhchoooo * lols ... damn cold , im having fluuuu ! ): hahas ... tml will be a long damn manzxc ! this few day dun wan ask me out , thn tml suddenly so many ppl ask me out .. lols ... nvm ... hpe i will enjoy myself tml ., (Y) anw , im watching movie with my beloved clique tml (L) gurls ; "huanted changi " uh !!! okayys ? (: (: (:

*Someone* - im serious not ready for everything , but i told uue to give up , i know uue are unwilling , but i just dun wanna hurt uue , i really neeed alot of time to overcome all this ): haias ... im sorry , but i hope we can forever be like this and never change okayy ? Friends Forever (L)

now , @ 11:11 , i will make my most last wish about uue and about today (070910) , maybe this will be th last month we will ever be tgt ):  and i will quit wishing bout uue alright ? i really wish everything between us will be fine agn , cos i really love uue <3 :D

ShiXuannnn's Lovees ;
Buhbye Readers !(: