o.0 .. so fast ,

11 months have pass (:

nice knowing uue, and being with uue .

uue make my everyday a meaningful day .

thanks , i lurve uue !

knowing uue for 11 months ,

understanding uue for 7 months ,

and being with uue for this 4 months is meaningful ,

ily ! <3

thx for everything (:


a wonderful year ahead f us ,
will we suceced ?
will we be longger thn them ?
i dunno , it depand on how uue treat me (:
a promise is always a promise ,
i never lie , hope uue dun too (:
hahas . ily, nites .

primary sch ? i miss those times !

im having terrible moodswing ! my god !

i just broke into tear , thinking of those things .

& not awhile , i just dun like it ,

pls , dun hurt miie anymore ):

why am i always th unlucky one ?

im always th one who suffer !

i have been giving uue many many chance les .

why cant uue just less to tat person ?

i dun like it uue know ? i hate it uue know !

haix .. sharing my thought to the person , uue know uue who (:

im actually feeling much more better las .

but many many things are coming to miie agn , im sick of it !

i dun like , i promise i will never ever give up on uue .

but pls . just stop talking to all those slut && bitches !

I HATE IT TO THE MAX ~!

they are slut, they are bitches ~ eeeewwwww ~~~!!!

im giving uue all my trust , but why are this all happening ?

haix .. i just dun understand , uue get wad uue wan , but i dun get wad i wan .

be more fair can ? i wan mine , i gave uue yrs le !

& i lurve uue babbyyyyy (!)

gahhh ... im so not in the mood las .

lols .

uue mood swing i also mood swing ,

haix ..

thn uue keep shouting at miie sometimes .

haix .. im so bored ..

lalalas ..

doing assestment !

see i so guai ! lols ..

er ... i think im going to stay at home whole day ba ..

BORED !

The weirdest thing happened the other morning ...

i woke up with tears in my eyes ...

and 1 rolling down my cheek .

and i knew i must have been dreaming of uue again (:

hahas (:
" goodmorning " lols ... no las .
should be good evening (:
nonono , good nite peeps (:
hahas .
lols ..
bored , the whole day at home ...
only went compass ate dinner at nite (: 
hahas ...


anw ,
i wan to tell uue peeps this (:
knowing him for 11 months ,
understanding him for 7 months ,
& being attach to uue for 4 months . (:
guys , dun keep on missunderstnding uh !
just telling uue this (: hahas .


&& i lurve uue (!)
nites peeps (:






TAGGS REPLYS (:
CH3r1n3`: tagggs (: and reali sry for ur present /: i will get it asap ! sry sry ! anw, loveeeeees (:
> hahas . okays (: nevermind , take your time (:
RUICHEN: What happen? ): Cheer up, ily. (:
> haix.. lols .. if uue were in the same sch as miie , i could sae everything to uue , now saying out to some ppl are really dangerous, they might just spread the another second .
JANICE: hey ya . how is basketball ? training tough ? tag anw . (:
> was super tiring , hahas . jiayous for ur coming competition uh (: train hard .
WANYI.: Heyyah! TAGGED !
> thx , & last long (:
Jingting: hahas , i wanted to eat ice cream , i walk to the kitchen , open the fridge , eh ? what i wanna take
Jingting: ah . LOL
> hahas . lols .. we are both old le (:
wenxuannn: hahas. (:
> (:
ROXANNE': Hello
> hellos (:
Clarissa: Hey jieh! Tag
♥CLARISSA: relink;D
> ok , relinked uue soon (:
KAITING./: GET WELL SOON D .
> okay , thx uh (:
wenxuannn: get well soon!! ^^
> kkaes (: thx (:

im sick ! ._.
haix .. my stomach have been hurting since after camp .
recently , it was super pain las .
& i finally go see a doctor . haix ..
gave miie two medicine . hahas .
was having a little fever ,
but its okay las .
even when i went toilet just now , i dun have the strength /
just fell .. lalala ..
tired .

hey boy , appreciate wad uue have uh , dun regret when uue lose it . .

IM SO FUCKING JEALOUS !!!!

mood : so not good !



gahhhhhhhhh......
haix .. training was tired uh (:
just reach home .
wan go bathe le .



haix .....
im so fucking jealous by wadever thing uue done !
haix .. giving uue not only once , not only twice , BUT ALOT !
why cant uue just cherish mie even more ?
i feel tat im nth . haix .. i just dunno who can i talk to !
haix .. im always the one . hope tat person dun read this .
im just letting out every thing ! haix ..
you should know how i feel ! JEALOUS !
haix .. i hate tat ! i have alr done everything , just not to let uue have this kind of missunderstanding .
why cant uue just be more understanding .
this is a real sascrify !
i saw the message just now , which made miie super ANGRY && PISSED OFF
gahhhh ... should i sae sad to ? i cant imaging she will rite something like this . haix .
no point saying sorry , cos tats the fact ! i saw everything !  
uue cant denied anything le .. im so disapointed ! ):
i wan to cry ! i dun feel like doing anything now .

hey ! guys , sorry to some of uue , i scolded uur all , i shouted at uue all , my mood was really not good . m sorry . im just vehh pissed off so i just lose my control , and start scolding . sorry . ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

 ZHEWEI ! ~

HUIWEN ! ~

I LURVE UUE DARLING (!) (:

270209 <3

hahas .

bored at home ...

woke up at 1 plus .

hahas . use computer all th way in the afternon .

hahas. thn at nite , went compass point with mummy (:

went shoppin agn , buy many thing .

hahas .

thn now home , bath finish le ,

so now blogging,

boring ..

gtg , bye !

hah !
back from camp !
got miss miiie ma ?!

FIRST DAY ~!
hahas . morning . i went to school with sheryee , xueqi & xinping . (: went to econ - my house there de , buy some tibits (: thn went off to school . hahas , went sch , thn went to parade square assemble . hahas. after tat went basketball court , they seperate group , sad . xinping at group 2 , xueqi at group dunno wad , shiting at group 10 . and i at group 11 , sher yee at 12 . hahas , lucky 11 & 12 is together de . o can with sheryee ! weee ~! after tat we depart for sarimdun scout camp ! yeah ! tot was bored , but came out to be fun . (; thn sit in the sun , they talk talk talk thn we go learn pitch tent . hahas , was big ! can slp 8 ppl . hahas . thn aft tat we to went to put our bag , thn went for lunch ! hahas . after tat , i forget wad happen , thn went for belay school , they tot us how to climb all tat (: hahas , thn went for ice breaking game , thn went for shower , thn went to gather for dinner (: after tat , we have our nite walk ! was fun , was muddy , hahas . was scary and spooky ! lols . alot of climbing up and down . but fun sia ! after tat , we have supper and debrief , and we go to sleep (: get ready , thn 11.30 lights off (:

SECOND DAY ~!
6 plus woke up , get ready went for breakfast (: after tat we went zipline , as wad they say , the flying fox . hahas , thn we cannot play challenge pole , but group 12 can . after tat , we went to play team building game . was fun , we must flip the mat over . hahas . so difficult . hahas . thn after tat we ate lunch . thn we finish eating . we rest le . went for KAYAKING ! (: was fun . hahas . next scavenger hunt , skip it cos no time to do le . f*** , at tat time i was really cold . im trembling . thn actually dinner first , but instructor let us bathe first , to prevent crowd . hahas . after tat , we went for dinner , thn we went to play blind-man trail . hahas . cant see los . haix . now i know how blind ppl life is le . so poor thing (: hahas . thn after tat , we went for supper and debrief . thn they give us time to clean up , thn went to slp . after tat 11.30 lights off le (: hahas .

THIRD DAY ~!
wah ! we 6.30 woke up , was going to late le , we faster change , thn went off le . (: hahas . thn went for breakfast . we have SOc after tat . more like army the course . but is easier . (: finish tat le , we went to rock wall . i manage to climb a little only , hahas . i keep help belaying , until my hand got bliter . scary sia ! wah ! regina can climb higher thn guys sia ! pro man ! after tat , we had our lunch (: hahas . thn , after we finish our lunch , we went to do hand out . which we have to climb up and walk across . hahas . was scarey , i was shouting sia ~ hahas . thn after tat , we went abselling, which was, there is a string , and we come down ackwards , was scary at first , after tat i feel okay le (: after tat, we went for campfire preparation . teacher teach us wad we must do during the campfire . hahas , keep shouting until my throat hurts lot sia ! hahas . thn went shower early, hahas . thn got many time to rest , before our dinner time . thn eat finish le , clear up , practice our cheer agn , thn went to the camp fire place (: hahas . the whole campfire was a fun one . (: after tat, supper , debrief . and clean up , and lights off at 12 plus (: last nite le .

FOURTH DAY ~!
woke up at 6.26 . this time we took our time  , we have to pack up our tent and carry along our bag with us .our tent is super duper dirty (: hahas . thn went to put our bag , and went to eat breakfast , was my turn to serve (: vehh fun . hahas . thn after tat , i went toilet help them was the place . thn went back do reflection . thn we talk talk talk . haix .. so lazy elaborate , thn we bored bus , and home sweet home (:

hahas , was really a tired camp ,
after i reach home ,i eat a little , thn i went to meet sheryee & shiting , go compass (:
thn after tat , i went to passs xinping sleeping bag to her . thn went her house , actually wan go rivervale mall de , but her parents dun allow . sad .): thn  aft tat , went punggol end , thn went home (:
hahas . having moodswing recently . haix ...
bye bye . i go do my things le (:
&& babyyyy , i lurve uue ~!

hahahs !
leaving for camp tml le (:
will miss miie ma ? (:
hahas .
from tml to friday (:
hahas .

aahhhhh .. laogong ! i will miss uue de (:
hahas /
so fucking lame !
gahhhhh ... mother dun allow miie go xinping house stay ):
hahas .
tio kan by mother . haix ..
sorry uh
xinping (:
really paiseh ! (:


ahhh ... got to go and continue packing le .
bye !
&& i lurve uue lots sweetheart <3

my little cutie (:

morning ,

wake up ,

went to meet xinping , sheryee , xueqi , shiting .

thn went mac eat first .

thn bused down to giant .

hahas . went shopping .

buy many things .(:

hahas .

thn after tat we went to ikea ,

play the furniture !

was so lame las . hahas .

thn after tat cab back to compass .

went walk walk .

thn went to eat .

after tat lrt-ed back (:

hahas .

bye bye (:

gtg .

Readers love-ed ! (:

ShiXuan .

gahhhhhhhh !!!!! hahas .

nth to post .

whole day head was splitting .

argghh !!!

keep losing my temper .

arh ..

nvm .. i wan go les ..

first time uue made miie cried so much ...

hahas . lesser fun now les hor ? girls ?

lols .

school as normal .

was quite tired .

and kept daydreaming a few time .

after school went for chairperson meeting .

thn went training /

with junior also .

seriously say .

was kind of lose our hyperness le .

with the sec 1 with us .

dunno why .

haix .. not as fun as last time les .

and also heard tat our jersey become converse de .

no addidas le ..

well . cant even predict if i can get into sch team .

hope so uh .

haix ..

lalala ..

gtg . bye

ShiXuan -/ lurve uue ~

TAGGSS REPLY !
licia: HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3
> thx alot ! heartxz uue ~
RACHEL.: Happy birthday LAN MEI . Gahahha.
> hello hong mei ~ thx (:
Max: happy birthday=)
> thx (:
Ch3r1n3: Happy birthday!!! I pulled through until 12 yesterday! Haha lovexz u ttm
> hahas . but uue after tat never slp early rite ? hahas . i know de .
SherYee: Happi Birthday Xuan! Lurb uue:)
> hahas . thx (:
Jingting: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;D
> hehe . thx alot ~
♥CLARISSA: hey jieh! happy b'day! relink me9: ily!
> okok . soon . when im free .
KAITING./: I WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY THREE DIFF DAYS ! NOW THE THIRD TIME . HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BABE .
> hahas . also no need so many times de ma (:
Jingting: yoyo ! tagggeedd see you in sku ! ^^
> hahas . kaeys (:
wenxuannn: hey, happy belated birthday!! (L)
wenxuannn: sorry for the late wish..cant use computer and hp spoil. sorry eh..
> hahas . kaeys , its ok ! thx too (:
(Y'ueling): Happy Belated Birthday.
> ok (: thx alot (:

WHERE ARE MY BIRTHDAY



PRESENT ?! AHHHHHHH ......



I WAN I WAN !!!

hahas .
school strats le (:
a little happy and a little sad .
dunno why (:
hahas .

anyway ,
on 3 january , it was my worst birthday for my whole 14 year .
made miie waited for 1 hour !
wth sia !
lols . until i dulan .
hahas . and at nite .
i expected a ipod nano , but they gave miie a ipod shuffle instead .
haix ..
everything is getting in my way .
and i went to someone blog .
i saw something i should not see .
lols .
was damn angry & pissed off .
hahas / i almost gave up , just because of wad she rite !
arggh !!!! I HATE HER

to her ,
hahas .
thx for the chance ,
and also . i will cherish this last chance alr ?
hahas (:

I'M OFFICIALLY FOURTEEN (!)

 YEAH ~!

hahas .

really thx to those who really have the heart to say happy bothday to miie (:

appreciated (:

2 january ,

kaiting ;

ruichen ;

malcolm ;

xinping ;

3 january ; midnight ~ next day . accordingly .

lynn ;

patrick ;

cherine ;

cheyenne ;

zhewei ;

shiting ;

tony ;

xinyu ;

jiawei ;

licia ;

jingting ;

damien ;

justin ;

xinping ;

kaiting ;

NEXT DAY !

aisian ;

ryan ;

denzel ;

jasmine ;

alina ;

haslam ;

vanessa ;

sheryee ;

rachel ;

malcolm ;

and some others i did not mention .

hahas . really thx ! i lurve all of uue <3

thx alot uh lesbo (: hahas . miie lurve uue !

o.0 !

tml im going to be 14 les (:

hahas /

happy happy (:

i cant imagine im growing up so quickly .

just a snap and im 14 ...

hahas .

thx my parents for this 14 year .

i have grown up les .

i will be more sensible le (:

i PROMISE /

hahas .

thx everyone for yr birthday wish ..

appreciated <3

taggs reply .

RUICHEN!: HOHO, basketball girl (: going 14 le oh! loveeee yaaaaa~

> hahas . thx for all those years (: i have grown up les (: lurve uue too ~~~~

♥CLARISSA: HEY jieh:DDD tag! TAG back kayys?

> tagg back alr <3

Shi Ting: LOL . Happy new year too (: i oso first to tag :p hahas ..

> hahas . lols . ya los (: lucky uue . im the furst to tagg uue too on new year <3 see uue soon .

J.: HAPPY NEW YEAR NIPPLE GIRL ! HAHAH XD Second to tag ! C:

> hello , bhb gurl ! <3

Max: tag

> hahas . thx (:

Xinyu: Happy new yr

> happy new year too <3

XINPINGG(:: happy new year too (!) <33

> hahas . thx (L)

XUEQI: Too late liao , aww , i not first to tagg . Wahahaha (: Happy new year and happy 2010 ?!

> hahas . uue too uh ! happy new year ! <3

Jingting: haha , okay lah , see how first ;P and HAPPY NEW YEAR ;D

> hahas . long time no tagg le hor ? lols ..

SinPing♥: Shixuannnnnn! Tagged n linked!

> hahas . link uue up soon (:

XINPINGG(:: ZharBor ; Going 14thSoon wors , hahas . (: dun worry ; i will be thh ones tat help euu celebrate der

XINPINGG(:: hh , ME LOVEEEE EUU (!) takecare

> o.0 thx *touched* hahas .. lols .. thx alot uh ! (L) lurve uue ~

Malcolm <3: no la me love her lor u go love u .. haha

Malcolm <3: anw happy advanced bday!!! 14th year old can bully me cos same age

Malcolm <3: (; school reopen le must see ah soh face!! =)

>eeee ... wad uue lurve miie ? siao ~ hahas . thx ! ya can bully uue le (: lols