today woke up @ 0930

thn wash up get ready ..

aft tat go meet xinping at compass .

& sheryee was sitting infront of miie only i also didnt notice ..

hahas . funny funny , aft tat went mac and eat BREAKFAST !!

hahas . aft eat finish , we took 119 to hougang plaza ..

played pool ...

aft tat go eat suki sushi , thn went back to sch ,

they say got rehashal . go back they say dun have -.-

cheat my feeling los !

hahas , aft tat go training , a vehh tired one !

aft training go bubble tea shop .

thn aft tat jiu go home ...

geee .... my eyes one big 1 small ):

hehe ... today went pasir ris ; tampines ; suntec city w/mummy (:

hahas .

went pasir ris walk walk awhile see things thn mrted to tampines ..

went mango buy clothe ^^

thn aft tat go tampines 1 eat ..

aft eating went adidas shop shopping (:

buy shoebag , slipper , two bag !

woohoo ~ !!! mother mood vehh good uh (:

aft tat went disney shop spend hundred plus dollar @ there !

i but alot stitch de thing man !

stitch is sososososo cute !

i love it !!!

aft tat mrt-ed to suntec city shopping ,

went singapore book fair , mother buy her book ..

thni damn sian so walk here walk there myself .

cheex ...

atf tat jiu taxi home-ed !!! (:

hmmm ... uue said i dun understand uue ?

uue are th one who dun understand miie ..

uue didnt know how obseesessed am i to uue .

ppl told miie to forget uue and be with him ,

i tried to . but it isnt easy as uue thought ..

hais .. even though ue hurted miie so much ,

but i cant seems to forget uue ):

whyy whyy ? ): arggh !!!

i wanna get uue off my mind & start over agn ..

i really cannot believe tat i shed my tears for uue once agn

when i talked to sheril , xinping & uue ... cheex ...

270510 (!) Singapore Discovery Centre (:

love me , love me say tat uue love miie ..

fool me fool me , oh ... how uue do me ...

kiss me , kiss me .. say tat uue love miie ..

pls tell mw wad uue really wants .

GEE ... NOT IN TH MOOD TODAY !

hahas . but but , all thanks to him '

safe my life ~!

make miie change my mind ^^

hmmm ... maybe wad he say can only calm miie down for th time being ?

i hope so ba ..

im not so worried anymore les ^^

really wanna thanks for telling miie how he felt .

but his mood seems unstable ):

uue said he miss miie . is it true ?

but i really wanna know wads th reason tat cause him to be so sad ):

haix ... faster message miie !!!!

t-net match last year (:

hmmm ... wads happening to miie ? ):

my result deprove alot ! 5 pass ; 4 u-grade ):

vehh vehh disappointed in myself ..

anyway , all thanks to mrs soh to help miie talk to my mother .

and my mother didnt scold miie ,,,

hmmm ... really vehh stress uh ):

last year mid yaer & end of year i got position 21 in class .

this year mid year i dropped till position 31 !

super disappointed .. see liao wanna cry uh ..

mood isnt good either ..

haix ... double stress , double sadness ! ):

cheex .. my intention of giving up is 80%

my intention of not giving up is 20%

i know how much uue appreciate this ..

but but .. im only making myself cry for nth ,

wait for nth , worried for nth ..

haix .. many ppl told miie not to give up .

ask miie to give more time . maybe time will change everything in time ?

but i really cant stand it liao uh ..

given more thn enough time les ..

but still no use ):

gah... i shall give it a week time more to know his mistake ?

or maybe my mistake ? hmmm ... dunno las ..

just feeling vehh disappointed in myself ):

watch soccer match (:

cheex ... my MYE result really sux like shit ?!

awww .... im feeling so down ): haix .. when i recieved th result ..

my mood totally change when i remembered wad my mum said to miie ):

ENGLISH //

P1 - 35/60

P2 - 26/50

TT - 61/110 (55.4/100)[5]

CHINESE //

P1 - 36/70

P2 - 25/70(fail by so much ?!)

P3 - 10/20

TT - 71/160 (44.3/100)[D7]

MATHS //

P1 - 25/50

P2 - 33/50

TT - 58/100 [5]

SCIENCE //

31/80

38.7/100 [U]

HISTORY //

13/35

37.1/100 [U]

GEOGRAPHY //

25/50

50/100 [5]

HOME ECONOMIC //

26/40

65/100 [4]

*(th only good reslut de subject ? cheex ... everyone score well too -.-)

LITERATURE //

13/40

32.5/100 [U]

*(almost whole class fail ? like only 1 person pass ?! )

Art

57/100 [5]

hmmm ... 1 D7 - 1 G4 - 3 G5 -3 U GRADE ?? !

gah ... no hope liao la miie ):

such lousy result how can i make it to next year ? ):

gah ... whyy must uue lidat ? what i did wrong again sia ?

hmmm ... is this th first time uue ignore miie lidat ?

uue never dare to do tat ! i know uue ... 

maybe uue found out something uue should not know ?

i dunno las ... anyways , im really sorry for tat day alright ?

Geeee .... i cried for uue ? i cant believe it man !!!!

hahas ... why why why ? cannot be cannot be (:

i thought to myself tat th tears are not for uue ... (:

its for .... for .... (: heh heh ...

make miie smile agn boy (:

but i just cant forget how uue treated miie just now !!!! ): 

thursday (: k-box ... hahas .

cheex ... today vehh bored uh ...

didnt attend miss noe thing in da morning & she called miie .

cheex ... told her i was sick ! she dosent belive .

she told miie ... " monday uue going to get it from miie ! "

lols ... wtf ? ppl sick wan force ppl go ?

i got mc de okayy !

hmmm ... aft tat 'someone' came find miie ...

hmmm... went hougang mall .

thn bdecide to go e hub ...

walk walk awhile , bus back sengkang ..

went met may & she pei miie so see doctor take MC !

cheex /// thanks alot uh may !! (:

hahas ... now home posting ...

vehh vehh bored !!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINPING

210510 (!)

vehh lazy elaborate ...

i shall simplify my post (:

200510

• finish science exam
• go mac eat wit xinping , wanyi & wanting
• went home get ready .
• met xinping .
• met sheryee & shiting & went hougang plaza
• went kbox waited for may (:
• aft tat , they went to eat i went off ..
• than ... (: dun wanna elaborate ! hahas . im sorry .. (!)

210510 !

happy birthday xinping (:

• hmmm ... woke up got ready went compass @ 11
• meet sheryee, xueqi , shiting thn meet may @ mac .
• ate halfway xinping join us .
• atf tat timezone awhile .
• thn took bus 86 to AMK hub (:
• tookneoprint .
• thn played @ zone-x ? (:
• thn went back hougand plaza ...
• hahas . dun wanna elaborate ..
• home aft tat (:

hmmm ... photo will be uploaded soon (:

i give up .... i know im a liar to uue . i can say nth , uue hate miie ? i dun care ... uue always dosent believe wad i say . so to uue im just a liar ! i hate it uue know ? when uue say im a liar , i just let it be , cos i dun wanna quarrel with uue . i dun wanna spoil my mood ... haix ... wad a waste of time .. wadever if im a liar , i dun care . care all uue wan den ... i give up les ...

HAPYY BIRTHDAY YOEYY !

150510 (:

nth to post also , so bye bye ! (:

HAPPY BITHDAY SHERIL ^^

*SPIDERMAN*<3

hmmm ... today history exam was quite well ...

i finish doing it in th last minute ..

hahas ... damn difficult worh ...

dunno if i would fail anot ..

bleah ._. danm sian ..

neeeda study les ..

byebye ~

love ya ~ !

anyway , miie loveees your carebear ! (:

(:

haix .. facing onto so much trouble ?

hahas . whyy uue force miie to be wit him & now uue suffer so much ?

i dun wanna see uue suffer uue know ?

hahas . im willing to help uue wit yr fren & sascrify for uue .

it is so obvious tat uue still like miie las ; thn whyy wanna deny leh ?

hahas . uue wanna get back to th past , but i cant abandon him rite ?

im nt tat bad alr ; this is a huge sascrify uue know ?!

but uue did thank miie ^^ & im happy ,

&& th iloveuue tat uue said , appreciate it alot ^^

i think uue learnt ur lesson .. but when we were frens we communicate better ;

but i know tat not wad uue wan ^^

hehs . im willing to sascrify , but aft i sascrify , uue promise miie to do something  uh !

better be a good boy & keep up yr promise ...

MYE coming les ,

everyone jiayous for th upcoming exam uh (:

lazy to study ^^ nid to start studying history tml les (:

alot to memorise los .. i bet im going to fail !!!

hahas . no surprise , i hasnt pass my history since last year ^^

aww.. donald duck is so cuteee ^^

My hearts long for uue ;

My souls dies for uue ;

My eyes cry for uue ;

My hearts break for uue ;

& my empty arms reach out for uue ; but cant seems o reach uue .

[T]Xinping :

thanks for being by miie everytime i need uue no matter wad ; uue will always be there for miie .. uue cant fail to cheer miie up whenever i cries or not happy ; do yr vehh best to halp miie when im in doubt . Even though uue cant help much sometimes , at least uue tried yr very best and i know it ^^ he is not a easy settle guy , so cant expect much ..hahas . thx alot ; really appreciate it alot manx ! hahas . A million thanks , i love uue  <3 

Sheril[N] :

uue too ^^ thank for being by miie everytime im in doubt and need yr help .. we are on th same boat , hahas . i know ur feeling uue know my feeling . i really appreciate everything uue done for miie . and accompanying miie where ever i wan to go when im feeling down or wadever . hahas . and wad 'she' done to miie . lols . nw i quarreled with 'her' dunno for wad fuck reason .. hahas . thanks alot , i will be fine soon . hope ur day wun reach so soon ^^ hope uue will last long with him .. longer thn wad uue expected okayys ? i will support uue too (: and be with uue whenever uue need me ... (: loveya !

Yoey[T]

last of all , nidda thank to uue ^^ even though , he keep disturb uue till uue pek cek & get angry over him , uue are still willing to help miie talk to him .. hahas . sad tat he is tat kind of unreasonable des . hope uue wun take it to heart & forgive him . hahas . if talking to him & still fail this time , thn no nid talk les ^^ just let it be ba .. hahas . also thanks for accompanying miie watching all those matches .. hahas . hope everything will be fine (: uue both dun quarel le las .. be fren fren okayys ? must talk talk des .. hahs . goodluck (: thanks & loveya ^.~ 

wun be posting for a some time les ^^

hahas . due to mid year exam ; need to study ..

& not in th mood now .. hais ..

still cant forget ..

woohoo ~! lols , food & funfair ...

everything ended in a speed of light ...

i dun even get to enjoy a moment with uue ...

uue broken all yr promise & left miie all alone ..

i hate uue ! all guys are baddies !!!!
but i will never give up ! ^.~
i loveeees uue ... ^^

Wanyi's birthday celebration @ sentosa

p.s . this pic cant see wanyi's face ):

Wednesday ;

was a boring day ; had meeting , aft tat stayed back ... was rain was super heavy ! thn yoey's mother come fetch her , i had nth to do , so went library ; aft im done with th class arrangement thingi , i went downstairs to th canteen with jolene and xinpei , but instead , i saw sheril , ridhuan & shafiq & .... hahas , thn i sat down and pei sheril study los , since raining cant go home (: thn wait & wait & wait , hahas . thn khalili ended his councelling ferst , thn came down join us . aft tat they were like snatching my phone -.- damn it ~ make miie run so much ... hahas . aft tat 6 les , 'they' finished their councelling and came down , i can see tat he is really shock when he came down ... ha will think tat im waiting for him -.- which im not ... hahas . thn aft tat , walk out of sch , sheril left , khalili left & ariyan , ridhuan & shafiq walk another direction , which is th only direction i can walk home , thn they tot i was following them ?-.- superrrlame ...lols ..thn @ traffic light , they turn ... and left only he left with a bye ...hahas ...

Thursday ;

hahas . aft sch i had nowhere to go ... so i walk up to class & i saw sheril , she ask wan study ma ? i say anything , thn we went basketball and saw no one , thn we saw ridhuan , hasrie & hafidz at haven door there , thn ridhuan ask us sit there ... thn i say vehh hot , sheril say nevemind ^. - so sat down , we study @ there thn they played soccer @ hockey pitch , about 5 plus we proceed to canteen , the guys were eating & miie & sheril at there did nothing ... hahas . thn saw rachel & played th paint , whick cant be washed away ...hahas . thn aft tat they end their councelling at 6 plus , he tot i was waiting for him again ! wtf ?

hais ...yr mood tat day wasnt good alr las ...hias .. sad , i always get th scolding ...

Friday ;

end of th week , gonna be a bored weekend , study study study ! hahas . hmmm.. friday ,, wad happen uh ?

oh ya ... xinping asked miie to go compass eat with them , i said i no money , so went home to get  it ^^ . hahas . aft go meet them , which i promised , aft tat went kopetiam meet them ... thn they say wan go play pool ma ? thn i say dun wan , cos i was quite lazy and do not have much money ^^ thn aft tat decide to meet sheril , i meet sheril @ compass, thn went mac , (dun wanna say wad happen) thn aft tat have nowhere to go ? decide to go blue court to see if anyone there , but before tat sheril went my house , cos i went in serch of CREDIT CARD ! uue know i know others dunno ^^ hahas . got reason des .. hahas . cant say .. thn cant find so we went blue court . went 123b slack ... sit at staircase , throwing skittles everywhere . was shock tat khalili stayed at tat floor , && we threw many skittle outside his door ..we didnt know it was his house ...thn we saw him everywhere we go ? we like dun wanna let him see us lidat ... thn aft at went back compass . saw hafidz , ridhuan , hisrie ^. - , thn sheril , uue know i know others dunno ^^ hahas . thn went buy bubble tea , aft tat went upstairs find them , went walk walk due to boredem .. thn aft tat ridhuan say wan go bk sch find ariyan , thn go los , since school and home so near ... thn aft tat i dun wanna let him see miie , so sheril went with them , thn aft at miie , sheril & hafidz walk to bus stop & we seperated ...hahas .'she' did th ultra shocking thing , 'she' was so desprate for it las ... hahas . 'she' did it and so happy , sheril , uue know i know others dunno ^^ hahas . 'she' wanna have more exciting de next time 'she' told miie . hahas, scared of 'her' now ... ^^

Saturday

stayed home all day .. haix .. damn sian . thn went to compass just now , did not have wad i wan so miie & mummy went hougang mall walk walk ... thn she go buy batt for her phone.. thni went sports link , bought th adidas jacket i wanted for so long , thx MUMMY ! ^^ thn i am craving for th nike white + baby blue strip de small sling bagg ! i wan it ! $39.90 ~ i wan , i have de money , just tat cant bare to use it ...hahas . tml gonna go & make ezlink ... hahas . using my own money whick i plan go buy de basg des ? ): dun wanna go out recently cos i need to studay , and stay at home so i wun spend money ... hahas .

time check : 2:07AM

so late les ... hahas cant seems to go to bed , cos i miss him ): hes not back yet ...haix ... he dun wanna to talk to miie cos he blame miie for causing them to quarrel ? ): nt my fault ! i dunn wanna lose uue , ILY♥