rather the pain on my hand thn in my heart !!

do you noe how i felt ?!

well , yesterday he left miie ,

alone in this world ,

feeling the last tym lonely and bored without uue

now without rui chen to care and love miie

now yr turn to dun care miie dun love me ...

well ...

no one have been better thn both of uue ...

yarh ,

well .. every thing uue gave miie is a precious to miie ,

i promise i will keep all three of them on my bed ...

well ..
yarh ...
it a real shocked when uue tell miie all those

well ... a few weeks ago ,

i plan to go express not normal stream ,

but i dun think i can make it ,

wif all these stress n emotional problem ,

i dun feel lyk goin to sch ,

if this year i will ever retain ,

i will not ever go to sch lerh

my studies getting lousier n lousier ,

my emotion getting vehh bad ,

well i need ppl to cheer me up in sch

pls dun tok bout all this in sch

i feel vehh tired trying to fight back tears in sch ]:

is a tourture !!!

i done a real big sascrify tis few day ,

i done wad uue ask miie,

well .i do listen to every single word uue sae

but y do you have to do tis ,

well , one thing i can onli sae is i will nv ever goin to give up ,

cos i loove uue only ,[:

uue gave up on miie but i heven ,

understand ??!!

even if it is years or months i still will wait [:

love will tear us apart .

but i will wait .

forever and a day !

every minutes away from you hurts .

but i promise i will be back !

and we will be together again .

tats all i wan to post [:
shixuan loves uue !!!