3 septemer ===

3 september
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hiax ...
damn pissed off this few days .

really complicated ,
feel lyk dying ,
dun wan go sch ..

i though for a vehh long tym ,
wad excally i done rong ,
did i hurt uue ?
did i done thing i should not do ?
or wad ?
i really dunno ,
keep picking on miie on wadever i sae ..
keep calling miie name ..
caant uue just use yr brain ,
if tat person being called names were uue ,
will uue be happy ?
will uue feel good ?
use yr brain la dey ,

one more thing ,
wad uue wan also ?
i ask uue wad i done ,
thn uue told miie ,
i said sorry ,
thn wad do uue still wan ?
i ask uue first ,
do uue treat miie as yr fren ?
y do uue have to be so evil ?
calling miie name together with them ...
vehh fun ?
cos uue have nv feel wads the feeling before ,
imaginei was uue ,
thn was being called name everyday , and getting bullied everyday ..
how will uue feel ??
i oso dun wan quarrel with uue ,
but stop treating miie so evil !!
its damn hurting ..

omg !
1 more thing !
my hair is being cut ...
ahhhhhhh....
alot drop ...
haix ...
damn heart pain ..
MY HAIR !!!
haix ..
feeling damn helpless at tat tym ..
enjoy seeing miie getting bullied ?
aft all this happeing ,
decide to make this matter serious depend on my mood ,
haix ...

i went to pray a few days ago ,
saying miie luck not good this month ,
many things unexpected will be happening ,
i will have to go thru all tis ,
all else i will not experience wad is life ..
but all this seems unfair ..
why is god so unfair ..
punish miie till so jialat =(
haix .
every nite ever since this incident happen ,
every nite i cant slp ,
wonder wad wil happen next day ..
crying everynite ,
keeping all these to myelf ,
feeling vehh hurt ...=(
i wan my last tym life !!