t-net match last year (:

hmmm ... wads happening to miie ? ):

my result deprove alot ! 5 pass ; 4 u-grade ):

vehh vehh disappointed in myself ..

anyway , all thanks to mrs soh to help miie talk to my mother .

and my mother didnt scold miie ,,,

hmmm ... really vehh stress uh ):

last year mid yaer & end of year i got position 21 in class .

this year mid year i dropped till position 31 !

super disappointed .. see liao wanna cry uh ..

mood isnt good either ..

haix ... double stress , double sadness ! ):

cheex .. my intention of giving up is 80%

my intention of not giving up is 20%

i know how much uue appreciate this ..

but but .. im only making myself cry for nth ,

wait for nth , worried for nth ..

haix .. many ppl told miie not to give up .

ask miie to give more time . maybe time will change everything in time ?

but i really cant stand it liao uh ..

given more thn enough time les ..

but still no use ):

gah... i shall give it a week time more to know his mistake ?

or maybe my mistake ? hmmm ... dunno las ..

just feeling vehh disappointed in myself ):