time is passing real fast ,
i will have been our 6th month we we haden't break ,

uue left miie alone for 17 days
uue are still inside my memories ,
no matter how i try to forget uue , for get the past ,
but i simply cant do it ...
everytym i see uue ,
the past memories came back agn ,
all thhis made miie vehh sad ,
fighting back all my tears i can ...

seeing uue so happy everyday ,
i dun think uue have realise ,
how many days uue have left miie lerh ,
and wads the occation 4 days agp ]:

making , and trying to make myself ,
smile n laugh ,
trying to cheer myself up ,
jealousy is still something ,
i still get jealous over somtething ,
but it not worth it ,
uue wun listen to miie

seeing uue achieving in hockey is my pleasure
without miie uue can do much more better
uue made a right choice ,
but i still need uue aalot ,
i noe spending tyms with al those fren make miie happy
but everywhere i go still gives memories ><
i just cant let uue go ,

SORRY,
it takes tym ,
give miie some tym ,
maybe giving uue sometym ,
mirical may happen somedays .
how i wish ...

smoking is bad for healh ,
so girl ! no smoking ...
i have quitted yeah !!
have not touched it for more thn 3 weeks ><
i promise i will not continue ..

i dun think my poor n innocent hand
worth all the scars n bleeding ...
sorry ,
i will not hurt uue anymore ...

sorry ppl for not posting for so long
not in the mood

darling , i still missing uue alot ,
everytym i see uue ,
the happiness is passing thru by body ,
i still loves uue alot ><
i will not love anyone ,
until the day i forget uue ><


SHIXUAN'❤

sorryyy ppl for not posting stop asking miiee y !

yarh , it has been days ever since i tok to hym
every nite tears roll down my cheek uncontrobly ,
is tis wad uue wish for ?
i dun lyk tis feeling ,
making miie cry every morning ,
in school ,
fighting back tear everytym i see uue ,
the reason is ,
i still miss ue ! i still loves uue alot !



i beg uue not to leave miie ,
but uue eventually gave up on miie
saeing uue wun love miie anymore


every morning ,
-i cried , rmb the tyms we went sch tgt , waking uue up in the morning
-i thinking of uue in class , the tym we sms each other with high risk ,
even how dangerous is it i still will sms uue .
-aft sch , missing uue alot , wanted uue to go home with miie , send miie home ,
tats wad i wan .
-every evening , smsing uue asking weather have uue eaten or done yr homework
-every nite , smsing , goodnite msg ,
i'm missing all these
i wan all the past memories !
i miss ur hugs & kisses ><



i wan uue back seriously ,
i will not give up till the day uue sae yes ! 99.9%
or the day i feel lyk giving up on uue to continue wuth my life ! 0.01%
even tough it the 7 day alr ,
but i still cant forget uue ,
crying uncontrobly ,
no one comfort miie ,
no one loves miie ,
no one care for miie ,
no one help miie when i'm in doubt !



i told uue i'm willing to change !
y cant uue just give miie a chance ?
i promise ,
it will be a new miie ,
if uue willing to forgive miie ,give miie 1 last chance to try !


i dunno if uue still care for miie ,
see miie cry ,
see miie get hurt ,
see miie get bully ,
is this wad uue wan ?

everyy place give momories XD

too many to name out ,

everytym i go tat place ,

my tears started to roll down .

yarh , especially the swimming pool ><

i still misses it alot =(

some thx to :

xinping,zhewei,shawn,may,clarence,cherine,jingting,xueqi,licia,MRGOH !,rachel,kaiting,wenxuan,ruichen><

**(telling uue all i'm someone who dun give up so easily , wan miie give up on hym ! )**

**(can only tell uue ! wait long long barh , i truly love hym derh , i will not give up until , the tym i feel lyk )**

love will tear us apart .

but i will wait .forever and a day !

every minutes away from you hurts .

but i promise i will be back !

and we will be together again .

**BAOBEIIx ! i still loves uue !! **