Sunday, July 25, 2010

Maybe uue are not ment to be mine ... i'll just let go .

not much either , lets talk bout yesterday yeah ?

240710 ; Saturday .
hmmm .. went out in th afternoon to meet [insertname ?]
thn went e-hub , watch movie ,
finish movie slack , homed @ 2 plus ,
mummy was vehh angry uh .. hais .. she ate wrong medicine ,
she dun use to care so much , whts happening to her ?
i nid freedom ya' knoe ?
hmmm ... thn when i reached home , texted till 3 plus suddenly fall asleep .
really sorry worh (: hahas .
** sorry i cant elaborate much uh (: **

250710 ; Sunday .
hmmm ... woke up @ 5am in th morning , reply msg , slp back agn .
woke up @ 9 am agn , thn at last 11am (:
thn went to eat lunch , aft tat 1 plus was forced to slp back ;x
thn woke up @ 3 plus agn to use com (:
& went down to pass XinPing History paper & contact to ben ..
thn went home agn , use com thn mummy call me go down , accompany her go compass
she wan go sing tel subcrib th stalker thing , can know where am i whereever i go .-.-
sad uh .. super tired now .. also vehh confuse uh ,, mixed feeling ..

[insertname]:
whyy do i have the feeling of wanting uue back ? hais .. maybe what uue heard isnt true , but uue rather believe her ? Seriously , uue will never know how i feel , th feeling whenever i saw uue , th feeling whenever i walk past uue , its like have to run damn far away from uue to hold back my tears .. th words uue told me th first time , i couldnt really held back my tears th moment i reached home and gone .. th carebare ? th movies ? th hiding place :x ? th RC ? th staircase ? th busstop ? th place under yr house ? www ? tat whole day ? th nite uu got  caught ? th pictures ? th songs ? everything ! i cant forget all those , cant forget uue too . im sorry & i want uue back .. (: can i ?
im afriad all this will afact our friedship ya' know ? cos i must get wad i wan ya'know ? im maybe not fated or even fited to be with him .. so im sorry ... as time goes back we will see ba , if anything happen remember , im sorry (: 

let the old scar and habits began agn . sorry peeps !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA SWEETIE !(:




Always'
Batmannn's Girl

ShiXuan ;
Bye Readers !











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